Hi there !
So guys... I didnt post since a long time because i knew that would be my last.
"one year challenge" and its been a year ! Time flies.
Ill quickly talk about my two last months before what i accomplished or not this year.
May was amazing playing 10/20 i had my biggest life time score winning a 10e and finished second in a 50e playing with a ticket i think i more than double my bk. I was really happy about that even if i know that i was very lucky and running so good. About working my game and routine i read my last post and im far away of what i planned. My sessions now are really long and i didnt have the energy and the will to do all this. So i decided that during summer ill focus on volume, playing 10/20 until 15tables.
June is for now good as well i had more realistic results but still winning. To be honest my mind was really buisy because im planning what is coming next.
When i started this blog my goal was :
"I will take an entire year to try to win enough money with poker to do this as a job the next years. So its not just about winning money this year, its about working to be good enough and be ready in one year."
For me, job is done! Im still a lowstakes player and this will be my goal for the next year trying to up the stakes but i have enough money to move in another country + one year expenses + a confortable bk to play stakes i beat after working my game. So now im ready to start the real adventure thats maybe why my mind was a bit buisy lately. Indeed i will leave France to live my dream. I'll certainly move to Mexico but the destination is not the more important. What I think is more important is to say that by doing the right things, work and be passionate we can accomplish a lot. I failed many times before this success and i still have a long way to go before to considere myself as a good player and ill probably never win enough money to play all the games that we all dream about but i can now live the life that i want and this is to me totally amazing.
Fail is okay and it's not because we have failed once that we will never be able to succeed.
Im for sure way much slower than others but this is my way.
If I could i would tell myself that if you don't want to waste time as i did by doing all the mistakes by yourself find people to talk with, better players, motivated that know the road. Put your ego aside and question yourself.
I don't know where i will stop, but not here
See you n...
Bye guys