All money is real, its just people in society are one of two ways: savers or marshmallow getters
A saver will earn a steady income, focus on saving and investing conservatively.
A marshmallow getter typically likes money in larger sums, all at once, and therefore usually lacks a sense of longevity always being in a rush...
This is coming from a marshmallow getter...however, the marshmallow getter can change but the saver rarely does.
You just gotta figure out which one you are and move forward with it, and if it bothers you, then change your season (your focus) and how you go after those goals and do it better for yourself