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Originally Posted by Sebastes Pinneger
OP has good taste in movies.
Sergio Leone and Clint Eastwood for the win.
ya, but it's not me. not my taste.
all the credit goes to Marc, an old roommate,
and a connoisseur of cheesy movies (he introduced me to 'Street Trash' FE, (for example, not FE, well, you know, wink, wink).
hell, he even gets credit for me even being here. (autobiography>>>)
you see, Marc was a cab driver, and lived in an old San Francisco style apartment dating from before the big one, (1906).
Being not all that far from the Epicenter, it may have been one of the only buildings around left standing at the time?
It's above a bar, and the juke box blared until 2AM, making it hard to sleep)
no prob, we were prolly both out working. (he drove the graveyard shift;
I played poker on the graveyard shift)
I had lived there previously, years earlier, before poker, and Marc had kicked me out.
He is one of the finest individuals i have ever met, and I could'nt even blame him at the time, when i learned that he was having a stripper named Tashi move in to take my place.
This sounded 'all too cozy', and he did'nt find us men 'all that appealing' I reckon? so I had to back him up on his decision.
Hell, I woulda kicked me out too, especially having seen Tashi trapse around the pad in the virtual buff.
Marc would have to do much worse to get me to turn against him.
like I said, everyone who really knew him recognized that he was a quite remarkable (no pun) individual, and almost a saint in a way.
His Dad was a genius, and had invented Sonar during WWII, and also, later, the oscilloscope.
Marc was smart, but what he really had going on was
integrity.
(regardless of his weakness for ding-bat strippers).
So, the reason that he was so key in my poker development was that my rent there was $250 a month.
This ^^^ will be the only place ITT that i will have discussed anything resembling my results. like I said, i'm pretty private by nature, and a loner at heart, and I loathe the idea of sharing results in cyberspace.
( I see it all the time on 2+2 and think it's laughable; graphs, haaa!)
my business is just that,
my business!
so this is the second piece of advice that I can offer up from the trenches:
>>>keep your expenses low<<<
maybe it's in "the Poker Mindset", i can't recall,
but theres the parable of the fairy that comes along and says,
"You've had a good year, and as a reward, I can wave this magic wand and
either 1] add $20000 to your income for the year, or
2] subtract $20000 from your expenses for the year??"
which would you take?
so by reducing your monthly nut; you are actually increasing
your income in a way. (which helps when you are grinder building a roll).
So, I really have to credit having rent so cheap, (thnx Marc) in expensive california for a number of years for giving me a chance to grind my way
through my poker 'tuition', and to get my feet on the ground.
Marc had multiple copies of "A Fistfull of Dollars" on VHS tape in his wonderful collection.
he watched them til they wore out. (and all the Leone films).
Music wasn't listened to on CDs at his place. Vinyl only.
I know I must have seen AFFOD minimum 50 times, just in passing by.
Marc had to have watched it 100s of times.
maybe thats why it has such epic proportion to me?
maybe thats why ive grown to use it as a compass for my life as a poker player? ...as a code of sorts?
maybe i'm way off, but it works for me.
i'm not suggesting that i'm anything remotely like TMWNN in reality,
but I'm dead serious when i say that thats what I strive to be.
I have a lot of the traits of a winning player, but psychological toughness had never been one of those. ( I have
too good of a memory, to the point of being a curse.)
TMWWN is as tough as nails, but is still as tough as he
has to be.
(which is as tough as nails most of the time).
When you learn of his character you will not find exactly a soft spot,
but you will notice that he spares the innocents.
something has to make him different from the bad guys!
otherwise, our Hero is really just another villian!