Hero - aggressive and volatile stack due to mistakes & overplaying hands & catching cards. Stack is 700$

V1 - Aggressive OMC willing to RR w/TPGK type hands and is pretty active. Stack is $800

Hero dealt QJhh in MP1 and raises to $20 PF
V1 calls from Button
All others fold

Pot = 40$
Flop - QcTs3h

Hero bets 25$
V1 calls

Pot = $90
Turn Jd
Hero bets 45$
V1 calls

Pot = $170
River 9c

Hero checks
V1 bets $45

Hero?? I am getting very good odds but in this case any 8 or K beats me and it feels like lighting $ on fire to call.

I realized right after I bet that my turn bet was too small - with that in mind, is my only option in this river just call and possibly miss value from my hand?

Thanks.

Does not compute. Sounds more like OMT (old man tequila)

Yes, as you said, your turn bet is too small.

AP, given reads, this is a call. You usually lose, but you're getting 4.7-1, and you should be good at least 25% of the time.