My initial reaction after looking at the position for 3 seconds, as if this was a blitz game, is to play 34. b3, but then it looks like 34...Na5 is annoying, so there goes that idea. I guess I'll have to look at the position a bit deeper.
The position has changed greatly since my last real deep think, and this is what Kaidanov would call a critical moment. I've been trying to get better at looking at a position with a fresh set of eyes after it has changed a great deal. Now is one of those times to get up from the board, take a walk, get some water, and refocus. So here goes.
White enjoys the only winning chances, obviously. The pawn advantage is great and the two bishops are nice as well. I feel like white should be able to win this position. The only thing I can think I'd really like to avoid is to allow a trade of knight for my DSB. I don't know endgame theory as to whether or not this would be winnable with opposite colored bishops, but given their drawish reputation, I'd rather not find out.
Black's main weakness, and my current focal point, is the weak f7 pawn. The bishop is doing a beautiful job on c4 of pinning that pawn, and the rook can quickly come to the 7th rank to help out.
Those are my thoughts in a general sense, but time to get concrete. Black is attacking the b2 pawn twice, so I really can't defend it as it stands. I'm going to look for some sort of tactical solution and see if I can create some threats instead of having to defend it. I'll only do that if absolutely necessary.
One interesting thing to note is that black currently has some back rank issues, and I want to see if there's a way to take advantage of that. If given the time, he'll be able to play h5 (a good move in these structures anyway) and alleviate that issue. Now, to see if there's a good way to take advantage of it...
So I've been looking at the position for half an hour now and have gotten really nothing concrete out of it. My "analysis", if you can even really call it that, pretty much boils down to two main candidate moves.
34. b3
This is a reactionary move, but I don't think it does much. After 34...Na5, I think black is winning the pawn. At that point white still has the two bishops, but with a 3v3 on one side of the board, I don't know if the two bishops are any better than knight and bishop. I don't know enough about endgame theory in these positions to know what is best, but giving up a pawn, particularly a passed pawn on the opposite side of the board, just doesn't feel right.
34. Rd7
This move just feels so natural, like it's begging to be played. But does it accomplish enough? After 34. Rd7 Bxb2 35. Rxf7 Kh8, does white have anything? White is still a pawn up, but again now we have pawns on one side of the board. I don't see a concrete winning follow up. Maybe something like 36. Rc7 to attack the black knight and keep some sort of initiative (am I reaching here?), but then after 36...Nd4, what next? This is the type of position I really struggle in, because there's no forced win or clear plan of action. I'm not good at playing in this sort of grey area.
Out of those, Rd7 seems to be the pretty clear choice. Not only does it maintain the pawn plus, but it also actively puts the rook on the 7th and creates some threats, and more importantly potential for later threats. Since this is a Malkovich game and the only thing at stake here is personal internet embarrassment as opposed to actual rating points, I think I'm going to forge ahead with Rd7. I can't find some sort of clear win, clear tactic, or even a clear plan, but it just feels right. Since I can't calculate anything better, I'm just going to trust my intuition and hope the situation clarifies on later moves.
In situations like these OTB, if I can't find a clear move, I usually go against my intuition and go into a situation I can clearly calculate, even if it's not optimal. Because for some reason that sort of clarity provides a sense of security, I think (any chess psychologists on here??? Please???
) So with that said, I'm going to try to go outside my comfort zone and venture into the unknown with Rd7. Pretty wild huh? Next thing you know I'll be running with scissors.