Sorry to hear that, Whiskey
FWIW, you were dominating through your 14th or 15th move. If you want a week off, I'm willing to play one week but only if you're burned out. You really shouldn't feel any pressure to play well for the team or anything like that. My goal is to use this as a fun way to improve. And if I feel too much pressure to perform for the team, then I can't do that. So please, try to relax and have fun and remember - you're just as good as most, if not all, of your opponents.
The one thing I've noticed in your games is how fast you play. One of the very best pieces of advice I ever got was when a master told me that the outcome of almost every game between class players is decided by move 20. I was previously blitzing through the opening moves and then trying to settle down and think. Once I took the time to start thinking even before I 'needed' to, my results improved. You only used 21 seconds/move for your first 18 moves. Maybe try a simple thinking checklist in order to slow down? I like: 1) what are his immediate threats? 2) what good things did his move do for his position? 3) what bad things did his move do for his position?
Anyway, just a thought.