You didn't specify, but I'm going to assume these games with the "older gentleman" were skiddles games, and not rated tournament games. If it's the former, this is no big deal. If you're trying to become a tournament player, i would suggest you don't take any moves back yourself as this will create bad habits. I routinely allow people in skiddles games to take back their moves, and in fact would rather they do that and hopefully keep the position a bit more critical, than blunder and not resign when they are dead lost. The exception would be if they are a student of mine. I wouldn't want my students to develop bad lazy thinking habits.
The fact you mention that you don't mind losing is interesting. After seeing various juniors come and go, I've noticed something common about all of the ones who ended up getting good (over 2200). They all HATED losing, but had the resilience to be able to lose without being driven to quitting, which is a very common phenomena in chess clubs with people playing their maiden tournament. Instead, they get motivated to improve. As Arnold would say, you must work through the pain! If chess is just a recreational and social outing for you, I don't see a problem with your attitude. But if you desire to improve, then I do. Sometimes people "claim" they don't mind losing as a rationalization or ego defense. After all as games go, chess is bar none the one most closely linked to intelligence.
The only advice I would give you is to join and play as many OTB tournaments as you can. Be respectful of the other players, especially those higher rated than you are who can be the most benefit to your improvement. Stronger players will often give you suggestions, do postmortems with you, etc, as long as you don't take them for granted or insult them by forcing them to play to mate, etc. And don't get discouraged if you have a terrible first few tournaments. I've seen jaws drop from guys who were in the 1800 or so range in online speed games, or even decent OTB blitz players, then got creamed and saddled with a 1400 provisional national rating in slow rated chess. It's an adjustment. If you have the necessary intelligence and desire to improve, it will happen, so long as you also have the emotional resilience to tolerate the early losses, sometimes to people significantly younger than yourself, lol.
I still struggle with the people standing behind me, coughing, moving around in my field of vision, rudely postmmorteming at the board beside me instead of leaving the room, etc, which is why I don't play very many local tournaments anymore. Usually the larger ones are directed a bit better and these issues aren't as much of a problem.
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Originally Posted by Raiden2
First a little background on me, I'm rated 1775 blitz on chess.com and 2020 on lichess.org. I have zero OTB experience and want to gain some so I can play some local tournies and hopefully find players to play and analyze games with.
I live in a small city with an even smaller chess club and went to my first meeting last night. Played a few people won some games and lost some, but there were a few things I didn't enjoy about my experience. Played an older gentleman who during a game took a takeback without asking then the guy who runs the meeting said perhaps you should tell him that you play like that. Anyways we play and he takes several takebacks throughout the game. I didn't take any even when I got my knight trapped. Later in the game I'm trying to save a draw as his king is a little exposed and after he makes a move I pick up my piece to make my move and he quickly takes back his move before I can make my move.
I don't mind losing, in fact I went seeking better players but I didn't really enjoy this game and the only analysis I received all evening was either wrong or simply an "I'm slightly better here" in a drawish endgame. (I think I could have traded down and held a draw but I blundered instead so I guess he was correct)
Sorry if this is long-winded my questions are is the behavior of the older gentleman acceptable and do you think I should stick it out or try to improve some other way. Also I was surprised by how poor my board vision was compared to online and how much it bothered me to have people stand behind me while I play.