An example of optimism at its finest tonight. It's White to move and my scholastic opponent appears to be completely busted:
Ten moves later, I appear to have him badly tied up in addition to owning the bishop pair and an extra pawn. Engines agree that White is in serious trouble:
But here is the problem... I am way down on time after spending too many precious minutes searching for a kill shot that wasn't there for the past 10 moves. After a couple of inaccuracies and blundering a pawn, I am suddenly the one praying for a draw. I am in massive time trouble while he has all the time in the world on his clock. Thankfully, he offers a draw and I insta-accept. I have seen him do this quite a few times with other opponents. He knows that he has an excellent chance to grind me to death and win, but that is not his nature at this point in his life. He's just too nice to to do that to me.
In the post-mortem, he plays through the game with me explaining why his position was totally fine all along in his mind. He is, of course, objectively wrong. But I have zero doubt that he was relaxed and confident all along due to his extremely optimistic view of a busted position. "Black's pawns are super weak, so he isn't really a pawn up in my mind!" "I am well on my way to setting up such a strong blockade that Black cannot improve his position!" "Black's light-squared bishop is horrible while my knight dominates the center!" And so on.
After we finish the post-mortem, he flashes a mischievous smile and adds "But to be honest, I bet the engine hates my position!" I laugh and add that the engine will likely laugh at my moves as well.
Defending a busted position is one of the most difficult and unpleasant tasks in chess. Many 1800ish players throw a hail mary or two and head home when they end up in such a spot. But my opponent found a way to make the most of what he had. Sure, he is a talented young player who is well on his way to expert. But he defended himself like a true master tonight, leaving me in awe of his heart and character.