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Originally Posted by rizeagainst
God knows that I don't believe in him. He knows that I don't believe in him based on the lack of compelling evidence as I see it.
Why doesn't he do something miraculous that would leave me no doubt that he exists? If he appeared before me right now and started having a conversation with me, that could be a start. My eyes and ears are open, I don't see anything, I don't hear anything. Are you really going to try to tell me that he is there talking to me and I'm just not doing enough to hear him?
I don't understand why god wouldn't do this if he does exist. Obviously I don't see ample reason to believe based on the evidence as I see it. God knows that. Doesn't he want to save my soul? Why won't he personally make an effort? Does he just not care? Does he want me to go to hell?
I don't see why this is an unreasonable request for an entity that knows everything, can do anything, loves everyone, and transcends time.
Shouldn't we all have the ability to witness things like Jesus' miracles, not just that fraction of people that happened to be lucky enough to be born at that time, in that place?
Why can't your god try? He created fallible human beings and then blames them at the end of their lives for having made a fallible decision in regards to existence?
Religious people always appeal to their personal experience as to why they think or "know" that god exists. Well I don't have any personal experience with god. I don't see anything in the world that leads me to believe that god exists. My eyes function like yours do. My ears function like yours do. Yet I don't see him and I don't hear him. What's the matter? I guess you're just the special chosen one that god cared enough about to interact with?
Or maybe, just maybe, you've read too far into some event(s) in your life and saw something that wasn't there.
I'm gonna step up and give you a raw honest answer, you can take it or leave it, i'm not here to debate with you, cos we'll both agree that's pointless.
God simply doesn't work in the way you are implying in your post. Clearly, those tiny percentage of people who witnessed Jesus' miracles, if you accept any at all did, are not the norm. The rest of us have to work for it. Open our hearts, our minds, humble ourselves, and go searching for whatever the reality represented by the word
God may actually be, and still, as some in this forum will attest, you may give up before you get anywhere.
You are basically being a lazy spoilt kid, spitting your dummy out of the pram and waving your arms around saying "WHERE'S GOD? I WANT GOD NOW!!! WHY DOESN'T HE SHOW HIMSELF? WA WA WA." All the while even this pathetic search is in vain because it lacks any sort of genuine belief and openness. It has self-importance written all over it.
The situation in which I believe I first experienced God involved me coming inch-close to physical death, fighting for my life for two weeks, and spending the next three or four years mentally, physically and emotionally recovering from the trauma. That is what it took, a sh*tload of suffering and humility and a life and a young person all but destroyed and being rebuilt from the ashes. I don't think I would have got there with anything less, I honestly don't.
Given your current disposition, I imagine it would take something of this nature for you to have a real honest shot at discovering the spiritual reality that lay behind all the negatives and falsehoods you and most people have come to associate with the word
God.
You are treating the most serious and significant subject as if it is something trivial, you are searching without wanting to find, without believing there is a real chance you will find, and whilst ridiculing and probably hating the thing you are apparently looking for.
Even as someone who holds no belief in God, surely you can see how pathetic and pointless and therefore invalid that is?
If you're really searching, you're doing it wrong, and if you're happy being an atheist, then just get on and be one already.