http://youtu.be/g9MLCNJnPts

Enjoy and don't thank me, I didn't do anything, this was all part of the plan.

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I was so close....

I think the secret is that no one else can make you happy. The retracted youtube video symbolizes the emptiness that comes from seeking fulfillment in other people

I clicked it in time (yay!) and it was top-mounted webcam video of some young-looking dude staring at the screen in front of him, with you staring at your screen watching him stare at his screen. It was weird.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECuarAmpK00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-yYjESHILGo

Sorry, didn't mean to delete the video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zcfWMZKEi2E

Yeah, the secret is that no one else can make you happy, you can only find it in yourself. I have found happiness in the fact that everything that has ever happened to me in my life was always going to happen. Now I just want to share it, and I'm not feeling "empty" or anything like that if you're worried about me.

But it's natural to worry about people when they act differently to normal, so that's fine and I appreciate your concern

But yeah you're totally right man, the secret of happiness is within you, not anyone else.

The secret of happiness is that theres no such thing, or if there is, its temporary, unsatisfying , and nothing to do with you.

Yeah true... "Happiness" is really just inner peace with all the sensations etc you're feeling at any given moment. I'm just using the wrong word. And you're right, it has nothing to do with you, you have no control.

Doris Day confirms fatalism pwns

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGAGeGouI88

I'm kinda worried that you seem concerned that others might find reason to worry about you. :s

Yeah true... I am concerned about that! I think it's because my whole personality has changed since this realization so all the loved ones around me have been treating me like I'm ****ing crazy and calling me every 5 seconds to make sure I'm not running around killing everyone or something lol

So yeah, I just wanted to make sure everyone knows that even if I am crazy, I'm not going to kill anyone or hurt anyone and I only have good intentions. So as crazy as I might seem, I only have loving emotions for everyone and only want everyone else to be happy... That's all I've ever wanted and I'm really excited because I truly believe this is going to happen one day now

Oh and I'm still winning money at poker and I have enough money to support myself for a few years so that's not an issue either

I really do appreciate your concern though man, but don't worry I'll be fine and I don't think you said that with any malicious intent or anything

Like my girlfriend totally freaked out after I had this realization and she didn't even want to talk to me.... But now we've hung out a bit and she's seen that I only have good intentions and now she's really happy about my personality change. So yeah, it was definitely tough and I was definitely concerned about what everyone was thinking of me (but felt inner peace and was comfortable with my worries), but I'm not anymore, now I know I just want to spread love around the world, so I'm not going to care about what other people think of me anymore and I'm just going to try lead by example.

Not that I'm anything special, I'm actually just kinda a weird dude that likes seeing other people happy lol

the secret of happiness is very simple..achieve ur aim in life and you will be happy.

Did you used to post under another name in usnl or ssnl? I'm thinking of a username "Dint" - am I wrong?

snap ban.

Nothing in that video made me remotely happy.

If anything I'm a little angrier than when I opened this thread.

You seem to be saying that we should just shirk all personal responsibility and, having done that, from there we can just not care about what our actions were.

Also if you've had a sudden major personality change, consult a doctor.

I'm not going to go to a doctor because everyone around me really likes my personality change. I value my loved ones opinions very much, my girlfriend, brother, mother, father and sister are all very excited that this change has happened to me.

I'm sorry that the video made you angry... Honestly that was definitely NOT my intention and I hope you see that I only had good intentions making this video.

Peace x

Oh yeah and my poker screenname is Dintyo and yep, I used to post as "aesthetics".

Here is the true secrete:

If you care about being happy, you will never be happy.

Bingo!

(I guess happiness is the wrong word, maybe it's contentness and you can find it because this is just the way it is and always will be this way and it's out of your control)

I probably just saw your "dintxoxo" name under the video, and happened to remember that name (as one of the micros-to-midstake successes), though I'm still a bit weirded out that I guessed who you were at all Why are you posting under a different sn?

I couldn't follow your video at all though, especially if this is some sudden revelation you've had (and it's not just that it's weird to hear someone talk about themselves in the third person). It's also really strange to hear someone who talks about God's plan for them to also say something as vague as "if your brain is just an electric circuit or there is a god or something like that..."

Ok, I just scanned your last few posts, there's something a little weird going on. You started a thread about re-starting with poker, trying to fix your motivation / emotional tilt problems, and then after just a week you go camping and come back "enlightened" overnight, and all your life problems are fixed? Is that accurate at all?

Yep, that's accurate and my motivation to play poker is higher than ever, I have put in good volume the last few days with great results.

I'm not trying to brag or anything, honestly just trying to share because my life is heaps better since this revelation and all the people around me seem happier too.

What do you find so weird about these things? Do you think I'm up to something or making up stories? I know you don't mean any harm so I don't take any offence, but what upsets you with the video, do you find anything morally wrong with it, or is it just unusual behaviour?

Sorry for the questions if they offend you in any way... I'm just honestly trying to work out why people have such a hard time accepting me acting weird, when my intentions are only good. Even if the video didn't help you at all, that's ok because you can just write me off as a crazy person, but why do you think you are concerned about me?

I appreciate the concern, I really do, and I think it's probably because you think I'm a nice person and you're worried that something bad is going to happen to me? That's totally fine though because I know who I am and I know all I want to do is try share my experiences in order to make others happy.

So yeah, peace