Who is the god, how does he get you the information, how do you know what he is thinking, why are you different than anyone else who claims to know the mind of god??

Since you continually punt on these questions, any reasonable take would be that, yes, you lack understanding of why you are doing what you are doing. Like Tolstoy. His book, A Confession, reads so much like Ecclesiastes it is beautiful. A vanity and a chasing after the wind was his self-appointed teacher of the human race role. Against all odds (considering human nature), he made the break with his own fantastic self-concept.

This of course doesn't mean that every messenger of god is false. I hear things that are a little different than the huckster or self-deluded or zealot true believer stuff. Yet "just believing it" is not solid ground, of course.

This is a nonsensical reply that did not even try to address my point. Would you care to try to defend your god against my accusation that it is a vile and needlessly cruel monster and that you are making a huge mistake in worshiping it?

Come on Craig, this is the problem of evil, theism 101... What's your response?