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Why I Will See You All in Church Again, by Doggg
One day you will wake up. And it won't have anything to do with bible contradictions or the theory of evolution. I don't know what that spark will be for you. I don't know what event, trial or tribulation will unmask the hidden truth.
It may be when your child is sick, and in the hospital, and your one close friend shows up and tells you it will be okay, and you don't believe him. And you stand there shelled, numb, defeated and overwhelmed. You think of what it would have been like 5 years earlier. Pastor is on his way. Prayer meetings are scheduled and people are canceling dinner plans. Surrounded by people who hug you and linger around to embrace you again and tell you that you will get through this, and that it will be okay, and you are doubtful, but there is that small mustard-seed of faith inside of you...
And you realize right then that you have gone wrong somewhere.
You are on the on the wrong side of things. How did I get here?
Maybe it is when your child is born. Maybe it is on the way home from the hospital with your wife and newborn. Maybe it's when someone close to you dies a violent, senseless death. I don't know. But eventually you will wake up. And You will realize that love without hope is meaningless; That works without faith is as dead as faith without works. You will realize
that the message of Jesus Christ confirms itself in your heart, and that is all there is to it. You are a christian. You always were a Christian. You just didn't know
why you were.
It was predestined, and life is only full if you have faith to withstand every and any attack of the devil. You didn't realize when you were 21 what kind of faith you were going to need. You didn't know that one day, your faith would be a choice, a conscious decision that you willingly signed up for. You didn't see this moment coming. It's when you realized that you were outside of God's grace, and really didn't want to be there in the first place.
Evolutions, you said. Contradictions, you screamed. Spong and Erhman and Dawkins!
And despite all that, the sudden freedom from recognizing the truth-- that if Jesus isn't the way, then there is no way, and there has to be a way,
because I can't escape it. I have been sealed. Delivered. Redeemed.
There will come a day when your sinuous justifications collapse at the feet of the cross and its message of love and redemption. If it wasn't Jesus that drew you to worship in the first place, it just may be a revelation of
Christianity that draws you to the pews again. One day you will get it, as I did. That you are on the wrong side of things. That there is great power in faith. That you are out far in the country spoiling your inheritance, and your father is waiting to slay the fatted calf when you return. That Jesus really is
the way, the truth, and the life.
And when that familial, genetic recognition occurs, you will understand that God is truly a good God. You will understand what Jesus meant when he spoke about his mother and brothers really being the ones sitting around him on the grass.
You will lose loved ones, pets, friends... and still thank God every day for existence, for his grace and mercy. And you will love your enemies, and pray for those who persecute you, not because you are commanded to,
because you want to, because it is what your Father did, and what your brothers do, and because it feels right. It is who you are. You are sealed, baptized, redeemed, and covered by the blood of the savior.
One day you will realize that being right, and righteous-- means more than anything else.