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Originally Posted by smittymatt
I don't know if I believe the bible and Jesus Christ are the only way to salvation, ...
All I know is I can see and feel a positive progression since turning my life over.
There is something that my grandmother told my mother whom in turn has passed down to me. You have probably heard it as well. It is:
To thine self be true.
First and foremost, above all that I read and above all that I hear, I have to do what is right for me. And as long as I follow that little voice inside I will never go wrong.
I used to focus on the technicalities of the Bible that told me I had to do this and I had to do that if I was to be saved by God. It just so happens that these very technicalities are what also led to the once self-destruction of my faith. And that is not a pleasant position to be in.
What I have learned from this is the necessity to face God one on one. By doing so you learn that the power of the Bible comes from the
need to explore yourself in order to understand that THAT is the message in which God will save you by. Before you (Bible) is laid a foundation, and one that you may not completely agree with. And if what you can reason within yourself, while being “
true to thine self,” transcends what the Bible tells you, it has served its purpose. God does not want blind followers. The discrepancies God has laid out are meant to challenge, not encage. Because challenge promotes growth.
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You say addiction is not the problem. Are you saying you believe your addiction is just a symptom of a deeper malady or that you are not really an addict?
Understand first that I have
challenged this with the mentality described above. Growing up I was presented with the reality that those who partake in substances such as “drugs” will result in substance abuse. Nowhere, ever, was it presented to me that such substances could provide anything of benefit. After hitting rock bottom as a result of not adhering to what I was taught I realized that the reason I hit rock bottom was because I was predestined to. I was predestined to
because of what I was taught, and not necessarily
because of the substances themselves.
Had I been presented with the idea that marijuana will promote a creative side to my intellect - that when combined with the outreach to God, would result in a feeling of greater purpose within - things would be a lot different for me. There has always been a battle within me when it comes to marijuana. At one point in my life I remember praying to God and asking him for the allowance to smoke because of the connection I felt to him. It was at this time that it became known to me that the trouble isn’t with marijuana itself, the trouble is with me thinking that there IS trouble with marijuana. And such a belief is what was causing me to sin against myself.
There’s a reason why people lose their lives to substance abuse and it’s because of the battle of needing that feeling given by the substance itself, against the reality that it is not good for them. It presents the individual with a vicious cycle of what they "feel" against what they “know.” And the sad fact is that they don’t ever really “know” why it is that they “need” that feeling.
Enhancement of the spirit is a powerful thing. It is a weapon. But like any weapon you must be trained.