All,
Having won the warmup, I decided that I would play mtts on my own and see how it went for a little while. However, the variance just is a lot to deal with on a weekly basis given how much I play. I took a step back and realized that all the top players are staked, guys who have way more money than I do. There is some merit in playing on my own roll, but much more merit in playing backed.
Below is my application for backing. I would like to play freezeouts up to $1k, and rebuys up to $50. Currently I only play on Stars, but would play on FTP if it is so desired.
I have been staked by Hevad Khan, Eric Liu, and more recently dtan05 on 2+2 and a cash game player named feiticeira from liquidpoker.net
Link to my OPR:
http://www.officialpokerrankings.com...0B24F.html?t=2
Link to pokerdb:
http://www.bluffmagazine.com/thepoke...er-profile.asp
Brutal honesty: The Liu stake ended because I was playing horrific poker at the beginning of 2008 and he pretty much thought I was a losing investment and ate the 20k makeup. I was in a dumb place mentally at the end of 2007/beginning of 2008.
The Khan stake ended because I had a lapse in judgment and made a terrible error that almost ruined my poker reputation. With Khan, the initial stake was 10k... I was down a little bit, then I shipped a 55 and a 109 fo on the same night for like 30k combined. we split profits, and left 10k in the account for continued grinding. Once I got down to like 2500-3k, I was on pretty much lifetilt for alot of reasons, not only poker. I decided hey, I'll play some high stakes sngs. Obviously not a good move, Khan saw me playing and ended the stake. I did however get staked by Eric after this, as well as the 2+2 and the LP guy. I learned a valuable lesson about reputation, trust, and honor.. and the fact that one dumb move can basically ruin your good name.
Anyway, I've since moved past that. I shipped the Warmup for 80k in June on my own money, and have since been grinding on my own. I just moved into an apartment with my friend BJLTNYK who is a SSNL grinder, and life couldn't be better. I've got a part time job, have a great girlfriend, and am playing really good poker at the moment. I'm still putting in really nice volume (between 15-20 mtts a night on weekdays, and daylong Sunday sessions from the Warmup til the 23:00 mtts) and I feel like I'm playing better than ever.
I have a few decent scores recently, nothing huge because I'm not really playing that huge. I've been dabbling in the 100r but I don't have nearly the roll to play that effectively every night.
Having just moved into a new apartment and not having TOO much liquid cash banked/saved, I'd really like to begin playing on a stake again. If I'm selected for the stake, I'll obv give you all my IRL info, incl passwords to sites etc.
As far as references, I don't really post much in HSMTT since I don't play that high consistently. I mean, I play the 162 every night, and a few 100rs, and all the Sunday Majors on Stars, but I don't feel like I'm at the mental level of a lot of people in that forum.
Moderator thac can vouch for my trustworthiness and the fact that I work my ass off.
If you'd like anything else answered, let me know.
Hope to hear from you soon.
PMs please.
-nutshot