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Originally Posted by Da33le
So the sex was wild? Got it.
was standard, i need to take lessons from luke
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Originally Posted by ScreaminAsian
She sounds hot
yup... for the longest time i knew only option was breaking up and a big thing that kept me trying to work it out instead was knowing i wouldn't likely ever be another woman that attractive for the rest of my life, arguably the most beautiful person i'd ever met and i somehow got her to be with me - was walking on air for months so incredibly happy i pulled it off when times were still good
i don't say this as a brag, i'm genuinely ashamed of my behavior and i'd be in a significantly better place in life if i jumped ship once the seas started getting rough instead of thinking but hey if this can work out zomg that'd be great - she had tons of other amazing qualities as well, particularly stuff i look for in a partner, just everything else was beyond terrible - wasn't a nice person, found problems with everyone and everything, complained about everyone, got into serious fights with anyone she spent significant time with, became an alcoholic who wouldn't admit it, started having mental breaks and refused to acknowledge it and seek treatment
made my life hell and i stuck around thinking "if we just sort those things out everything else is perfect"
nothing more painful in life than loving someone for who you think they could be rather than who they actually are