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Holy ****ing ****! I spent the day listening to bull**** political speeches, and I'm pissed.

Every single one of us should be pissed. We all have the same problems. The same ****ing problems. For example, let's talk about what's it's like to live the inner city versus the country. Before you ask, yes I've lived in both. Military family, and I've seen more if this country than i care for.

First, the country; You live in what is probably a ****ty house, in bum **** nowhere. There's no jobs since whichever factory closed, and the farms started drying up. There's no money, so you can't leave, and even if you could, would you leave your people?

Now, to the inner city. You live in a **** apartment, that's near too many ****in people. There's no jobs since whichever plant closed, and all the other businesses moved away. There's no money, so you can't leave, and even if you could, would you leave your people?

Same. ****ing. Problems. And yet, we're allowing these bull**** ass upper echelon politicians put us in our arbitrary camps so we don't team up against them. Blacks vs whites. Men vs women. Straights vs gays. Natural born vs immigrant. Military vs civilian. Fat vs skinny. Etc, etc, etc. We all want enough to eat, a roof over or heads, and the opportunity to better our station. Why can't we see past this and work together to better this great nation. We're all people. We just need to see that we're all ****in humans, and ****ing LISTEN.

To use a pokemon analogy, logic is not very effective (completely useless) against emotions. I know that I'm not owed a girlfriend. I know I should never act entitled that I'm owed affection of any kind, but how come I can never stop feeling hopeful tainted with sadness whenever any girl show me even the slightest sign of affection?

I'm lousy with the girls/ladies. I don't know any affection unless I pay for it. Yes, I pay for sex. I try to be normal, but I don't know what that is anymore. Its easier to pretend I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life but that something I do not want. I pretend I don't want or need a girl but I do. Deeply conflicted.

The meat of my rant. There's this girl I like. I am so scared of being weird and a creep that I ration my messages. I. Ration. My. Messages. She just replies out of politeness. I like that. I like it when she replies. I don't want to move further than that. I want more though. I want her to be my girlfriend. I want to spoil her. But her replying polite and inane small talk is so comforting to me that I think thats all i deserve.

She changed her profile picture. I want to message her and compliment her on her nice pic, but I don't dare to because I messaged her last week.

I don't know what's happening, but I like it

It's funny how people who don't even know you or your relationship, have so much to say. They want to go and talk about things they have no idea about.

No, I did not 'give up' on my relationship. Yes, I tried. I tried real damn hard. Some people are just not meant for each other, no matter how many years you put into it. People say I'm selfish because I ended it for my own happiness. That I didn't think of my kids. But that's exactly why I did it. For my kids.

Why stay in a toxic relationship? Why expose your children to that? To someone who was so ugly and toxic. For my children to see? For my children to fear?

Their father was a good dad when he felt like it. But if it was an inconvenience for him, we were just an annoyance.

Now people want to go and talk **** but they don't know anything. I tried so hard. I learned how to make dishes from his culture. Learned his language. Tried to impress his family.

I was never good enough. His family was always first. We were always second. I begged him to understand that we were his family. I don't think he understood what I meant.

I just want people to see the truth. He is not the 'awesome, cool dad' that he is portraying. I am not the 'mean mom' that he portrays me as.

If only people knew....his kids don't like him. They don't miss him. They don't even ask for him. He buys their love and bribes them.

If only....

this may be worse than the aussie fights every night

I'm so sick and ****ing tired of seeing **** like this on the goddamn internet, this makes me want to light my eyeballs on fire and pour gasoline in them like they're taking a trip to Guantanamo ****ing bay and eat them like the scrambled eggs they are. This is so violating, that my nipples are subzero right now, and they're sinking into my boobs. What the literal **** do you deviant ****s do to have the nerve to commit mass suicide with one post? **** you.

"It's 2016, black lives matter" "It's 2016, females are equal" "It's 2016, it's the election of change"

I don't give a **** what your supporting stop ****ing throwing "It's 2016" in front of it.

IT DOESNT MEAN ****. I KNOW WHAT ****ING YEAR IT IS. It's not like **** hasn't changed in the past millions of years.

Sorry, I found some Reddit rants page by accident that is pretty stupid & I'm too lazy to appropriately match the rants with the posts, so I will stop

Whelp, that depressed me.

I didn't know you worked for the IOC

It's weird when you cyber stalk your crush so hard that you're pretty sure you recognise her dog. I should have asked what the dogs name was to be sure, but it got wetness all over me.

Hopefully Rex will put in a good word for you, if you ever see crush walking him.

I'd recommend carrying around pocket bacon from now on; if you run into him again you want to spoil him so he's ecstatic when he sees you.

That's a great idea, thanks

I'm here to help.

You should consider pocket bacon as well. If Korean dramas have taught me anything, it is that their women are excessively impressed by meat-based meals.

Pocket Bacon*...is there any problem it can't solve?

So that's great for if I see the dog again, any backup advice for if I don't?

I legitimately might boycott this Olympics. Of course I say that about football every year too sooooo....

Also the World Cup.

Happy anniversary J. Nice jorts.