I'm not really ok
I know I've been a bad girl and stuff but I question myself have I really deserved all these to happen to me? I'm trying to be strong and repeat myself that I can go through all this, but then I get so tired and broken like right now and I feel like I can't get any more.
The good news is that now I might be able to have kids when I'm ready. Still I need to know the results of the tests of that material they cut off from me.