how do i determine how to figure out what to do in order to come to a better realization of what i might want to do in the future in order to secure funds efficently enough with minimal detriment to my overall well-being so that i can really do what i want to do in the future, which, although also undetermined, I believe I have a better idea of?
i mean progress not perfection is an anxiety-reducing adage to live by, but there just doesn't seem like there is enough time for repeated trials and errors in this case :s
like adventurey things with people i love and care about who would in theory live longer than i do and thus my spirit would continue to live in them and the cycle would repeat itself and we would all be like metaphysically immortal os