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Originally Posted by Gizmo
Were you going to marry him?
Do you see yourself having children with him?
Are you just missing him because his presence is what you had grown accustom to?
Also: It was the right decision. You've been wishy-washy for a long time. And if you want to be with someone, you know what you want.
honestly yeah sometimes i was like i could marry him, i could have babies with him. I'm just thinking back on things like, maybe we could work things out and start over. His diet and prep really ****ed things for us. Times where we should have been going out, eating, drinking, and being social would have really made things better for us. Without those things, I got bored, and fast. I was on board in the beginning. I wanted to generally support him and everything he did. But my happiness suffered. I became bitter and really hostile. Sometimes I was really lovey, but most times I was cold and bitchy.