You shouldn't feel bad for realz Beata. I mean, it's not like you shot a cat or an opossum or something. Just donate like 5 dollars to some special kids os. Then it'll all be even.
I'm going to see a pretty bartender that I haven't seen since the last time when I had seen her and she had gained 30 pounds. She's so sweet. She gives me beer when I run out of monies.