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Originally Posted by ibelieveyouoweme$80k
1) I only WORKED about 15-20 hours a week. I only WORKED at Sam's Town from June-September. Like 3 months.
2) You're right. I should have gotten a crappy job but I have an ego and I am an elitist and I don't wanna work at Wal-Mart.
3) I only played the hours I played because I didn't have a BR. When I had a job I was working and playing. I never wanted to put in 40 hours a week playing. I wanted to work 24 and play 16. That would be my dream.
I believe it was Deadmoney who asked about the playing style I got from my coach: in one word 'exploitative.' I had played one style live - and profitably - for 7 years. Doing something that goes against a successful formula you have established is difficult. I think his style was fine. I just didn't adapt well.
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But you have to understand you were broke.
**** your ego. Your ego is wrong.
The only way you could play more hours was building a BR.
These are things normally guys in their 20s run into.
Normally by the the time you hit 50 you have certain life experiences that knock the ego out of you.
The crazy thing is if you would have taken a job you might have built a decent roll and may have made it even with your expenses.
I'm going to be blunt. You have some issues but not the normal ones such as drink and drugs.
There is hope. You should take a job, cut back on expenses and build a BR.
I would advise getting some poker training from a solid site like crush Live poker or Red Chip poker. Understand how to play full stack poker. Having a BR will allow you to play when you like BUT more importantly will allow you the freedom to pass on poor games with a lower win rate and higher variance.
My other worry is having an ego about your job could lead to problems at the table. Ego can get you in trouble against opponents who are A holes.
You will sometimes make sub optimal decisions.
Its a business, its about making the correct decisions to make the most money.
Another thing is there are Professional gamblers in Vegas who are often looking for help. I believe you were actually offered such a job in this thread.
Its a shame you didn't ask earlier as I'm sure you could have found something.