More 2/5 the last couple days. Yesterday started out rough when I got all in on the turn as a 3:1 favorite and lost. Rebought for the max (200bbs) which was the first time I'd ever bought in cold for that much. Very first hand I pick up 88 in the BB, flop top set and get stacks in by the river and ship a quick double. From there I won a bit more and ended with a decent win.
Today I started off with 200bb again, which I think I have gotten comfortable with after finally taking the plunge on it yesterday. I started off well at the must move table, mostly from making a full house beating a smaller full house. At the main game my run good continued for a while until I iso'ed a couple limps, got 3 bet, and folded preflop. Now thats not too significant, but right after it, I looked down at my stack and realized I was $50 from my 5/10 goal. So before the iso I was $20 away. Thats the closest I had gotten, and unfortunately it is still the closest I have gotten.
As soon as I realized it I was sorta mad because I didn't want to play with a monetary goal in mind so I fought hard to just play and not worry about it. I think I did a reasonably good job of that, but it just didn't work out. As much as I tried to just tell myself not to worry about a number, I would be lying if I said it wasn't in the back of my mind from thereon out. I don't think I made any different plays because of it, but I was definitely thinking about it.
I was pretty confident I would get it today but close as I got, I couldn't crack it. I played a quite a few pots against another poster, ty71087, who I had played with before without knowing who he was on here. One came right after I was $50 away where I misread my hand, thinking I made the Q high flush on the river but I had the Q
instead of the Q
. Truth be told I would have bet the river regardless but I thought I had just hit my goal and flipped my hand over and was like "whoops".
From there I went up and down, hovering between 2 and 5 hundred from my goal. There was one huge fish at the table and I got into lots of great situations against him but I just couldn't get him. Late in the session two more splashy guys came in and again I got lots of great situations but couldn't connect on any flops, and there wasn't any stealing to be done with the super fish in every pot.
I wanted to stay longer because of how good the table was but I was too tired and had lost focus. I was a bit discouraged to not be able to crack my goal considering how close I got, but I am happy with how I played. And in the end, I'm still very close, actually the closest I've been post-session before, so I'll get there soon enough.