Long, busy day yesterday:
Thanks for the encouragement and wellwishes, everybody. I don't take compliments well, as my general demeanor is to focus on the negative. Thanks, though. It helps. If there's an aspect I'm lacking in right now, it's lending emotional support and nourishment. The doing comes naturally to me, as does overdoing things, unfortunately. The talking and the comforting and understanding, well I can do it and I know I need to do it, but I am unable to be consistent with it. She knows my personality and knows this is part of the package, but her current mental state is not something she can control in a normal way. She feels something, it's coming out! Now! I guess I am often making her feel that I am annoyed with having his conversation about what the future holds, again.
If you've never heard of restraint therapy, it basically involves putting an oven mitt over the good hand and consciously trying to do everything with the left 90% of waking hours, including manual dexterity exercises with a lot of repetition. The left arm and hand work for **** right now, so this involves a lot of calibrating movements and dialing back challenges so that she isn't just failing all the time. For instance, at this point it seems she can either focus on controlled movement or weight, but not both at the same time--so we're using foam blocks for "picking up and placing" exercises instead of wooden ones. At first she couldn't focus on movement while holding anything, so it's progress. If you remember the Bud Light commercials where the kung fu instructor kept saying "again" while teaching the guy how to drink beer, my roll is remarkably similar (but I do need to correct her form if she gets awry). There are some iPad apps, typing tutorials where you can specify "only left hand", she'll do some piano, and then there are blocks and various childrens' games along with practical everyday things like putting dishes in cabinets pouring water into glasses etc. Oh, and backgammon is a nice under-the-radar therapy (even though she refuses to play with the doubling cube
).
This specific approach called Taub Therapy was developed at UAB by some guy who now runs the
Taub Therapy Clinic. His name eludes me.
Here's the most up to-date study I've read on it:
EXCITE Trial
Its
wikipedia page
The killer app of this program is the wholescale brain re-mapping which takes place over the course of two or three weeks and shows up clearly on some sort of "MRI" with other letters or words around it. It's already obviously been effective. It's also grueling, since she's spent about eight months reclaiming her independence and learning how to get by and do everything with her right hand and now she's back to being highly limited. When we do exercises with the left, it gets more and more "tingly" and asleep until it's full-on buzzing and it's quite unpleasant until it wears off after about an hour. It adds to the frustration, so on weekends I try to basically spread the CIMT over the entire day to avoid any overload at one time. After yesterday (there was repeated crying), I'm thinking that may not be the way to go after all. Getting it over with early def has value.
Wife CIMT: 3 hours puzzles, blocks, and piano. 1 hour grocery shopping, pushing cart with both hands, and picking up light items with left hand.
Wife exercise: 1.4 mile walk in 40 minutes. 3 x 10 interrupted bodyweight squats (aka sitting and standing).
Holliday exercise: 1.4 mile walk in 40 minutes. Yardwork.
So I'm going to try that SMR stuff on my shoulder today. I don't have a lacrosse ball but I'm sure I've got something close enough somewhere. Thinking I'll do some sort of squats and jumprope.
Will try therapy in 3 batches today, plus speech therapy practice at the end of the day.
Wife will try the walk today on her own. I'm slightly terrified, but must pretend to be confident. Can feel my blood pressure rising at the though of the impending 40 minutes of rumination hell--FML.
Today I'm setting up a set of parallel walking bars similar to the clinic so she can work on some "fancier" leg movements and full squats with some support. If it goes well, she may even use them today.