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Originally Posted by Very Josie
Hey sugar, Move it to the top of the list.
I know I am probably going to sound like a dick and truth be told I am one, so here goes.
Being a care-giver doesn't mean you have to take abuse. It doesn't. And you've been taking a lot of it for a long time.
Yes I know she has a brain injury. Yes I know you believe she can't control it. I also know you sometimes justify it by saying 'she's trying to push me away for myown good'. I'm telling you, this is outside the realm of being a care-giver and a husband for that matter. It's abuse. I'm also telling you that you need to prioritize this very big problem.
I think you need to bring this up with her therapists/doctors and most certainly TO HER. Something along the lines of "I'll be back when you can treat me like I deserve." and then walk away.
I mean it.
The ground won't open up and swallow you. Lightning will not strike you. This is not acceptable and isn't doing her any good either.
Now get on those hot yoga pics!
I actually think this is terrible advice. I can only imagine the stress your wife would go through if you said something like this to her and how it would fester in her mind and really worsen any insecurities she has. I do think speaking to her calmly at a later point and getting some advice from her health care team about strategies for the both of you to try and stop/lessen this happening is a good idea.
Brain injuries can **** with your impulse control and if your wife wasn't like this before the accident I doubt very much she is intentionally doing these things to you now and she probably feels pretty ****ty after the event for having done them and would be very keen to try and work on how to stop it from happening again. It sounds like stress builds up so it's overwhelming for her and verbally abusing you is her default release for it. She needs to find another way to release the pressure and I am sure this isn't uncommon for people in her situation so hopefully someone can give the both of you some good advice to minimise this.
I do think you need a break though. everyone has a breaking point and you are no good to your wife if you end up reaching yours. Is this rehab going to give you a break? If not I would think about other options, whether it is family or carers, to just have a break from everything and be a "selfish ****" and just focus on yourself for a little while. Even just a couple of days might refresh you. If you can't do this definitely go do some yoga/workout. You need it, it's not a luxury.