Being annoyed and made to feel uncomfortable at having 1500 word essays written about your alleged deep-seated psychological issues is hardly an irrational reaction. I'm sorry you disagree.

I take a chance putting myself out there, and I spend a lot of time sharing my stories, mainly because I know everyone here finds entertainment in them. Now I'm paying the price, I suppose.

It's quite easy to take shots from the sidelines when you rarely post anything revealing here or in the thread at all, isn't it?

i post a lot of revealing stuff, wtf are you talking about? practically everyone on this forum has seen me in a hot tub tightly packed w/ 4 other dudes.

oh **** modwars itt

I think you can see the obvious reasons why that doesn't apply to the context of this thread, as I clearly (and I would think some other regular posters on this thread) am not aware of it nor get the benefit of that knowledge.

i think we all just want to know how you end up seeing this BG thing end from here. if anything all these recent posts have given me the motivation to put in some hands today.

it's wifey over bitches, but moneys over her, cuz moneys under nothing, my life is such a blurr, it's not the way it has to go that's just how i prefer and any young money ***** will concur

You did very much prove just earlier this morning that you'll fly off the handle and say "I'm done" over people simply questioning your actions...I know that you went back on that as an overreaction, but it does manifest itself again and again, it's not like your reaction to El D here is even remotely isolated.

If everyone high-fives you, all is right in the world. If anyone significantly questions you, even without getting particularly personal, you find it to be completely unacceptable. You barely ever handle dissent ITT well. And this is me trying to confine my comments completely to your online persona and not getting into any of the IRL psychological stuff that you're asking us to stay away from.

While I don't want you to stop posting TRs, because they entertain me as well, it probably is in your best interest to do so if it's going to cause you to flip out if anyone questions you at all in any of them.

Sincerely,
Dude who posts nothing but failures so far ITT

fwiw, I was still sick AND it rained, so nothing this weekend...so yeah, we're going to a comedy club on Friday.

Nothing else of note, the 38 yr old chick is going on another date w/ the guy she went out with last week so I guess that's done. I'm really excited about this other girl though so if things go well there, the 38 yr old isn't a big deal.

My primary goal in posting my stories is to entertain. That is the frame I take, and perhaps (or certainly) this is a mistake. That explains some of my reactions. That's my own problem for not making my motivations in posting stories clear. I do ask for advice from time to time, but I generally ask pointed questions and often will supply no questions what-so-ever with the post. Again, my own fault for not making it clearer.

I simply am not seeking wide criticism from people on this forum. A lot of your advice is grounded in a background and context that is different from mine, usually due to faith issues. Sorry. I have my own trusted confidants and resources IRL to go to who I trust and rely on much more because they can understand and interpret my faith background and reliance. It's not your fault that you can't. You just take a different approach.

Again, this is my own problem and no fault of anyone else.

can someone ban goofy for getting back on topic?

i can see clearly now, the rain has gone, i can see all obstacles in my way, gone are the dark clouds that had me blind, its gonna be a bright bright sun-shiny day

heh, fyi i actually meant

'haha great work diablo, you ruined everything', not

'haha great work diablo, you really told that dude karak!'


i actually think you have gotten off incredibly lightly in this thread in the past few months. nearly every post you make i take issue with, and i know i'm not the only one. instead of showing you up at every opportunity we've basically sat back and let the 'LOL KARAK YOU ARE SO F'ING COOL!!!' show take place.

i will admit i do love the thread and your posts, but it's clearly more in a 'jesus can you believe the **** this guy comes out with?' way than anything else. the prospect of no more trip reports is sad, but let's be honest - it's not the first time you've made this threat and i'm sure your constant need for attention will see them back shortly.

Bah free Karak!

Seriously what's up with the psycho babble bs? Is Karak taking the optimal path for a healthy social life? Hell no! And I think he knows it and does not need us telling him. Enjoy the trainwreck people!


Clearly BG is not his type, but when someone is throwing themselves at you like she is, it can cloud someone's judgement. If some hottie was constantly texting me, I would be tempted as all hell.

Btw the Nerve picture is hilarious Karak.

I think this post is actually an accurate representation of what is going on and good evidence to back up the point I'm trying to make.

Do you think I wasn't aware of these things?

(that's a rhetorical question)

I suppose I took a personality and ran too far with it. This isn't the first forum I've done that on. But this forum connects too closely to me IRL, and that's why I need to stop.

And it's a constant desire for attention, not need.

I'm guessing you were saying this more generally to everyone rather than me since I think our ideologies aren't all that different.

Anyway, as to the bolded sentence...you just have to make a choice.
Choice #1: Lots of attention, some positive, some negative
Choice #2: Little attention, thankfully no negative attention.

Since attention is something you undoubtedly like, you have to choose which tradeoff is more desirable to you and go with it. But understand that those packages can't be split up and custom-ordered like you're at a restaurant saying "hold the onions."

Non-sequitir: I ****ing hate onions.

I think I've made it fairly clear a few times that I understand the above and admitted my fault in that process.

Is it because you are short?

LOL'd pretty hard.

grare reference itt

El Diablo and daryn(!?) pwning this thread!!!

Fairly clear isn't enough for me, I'm pretty dense.

My God, all of these people coming out of the woodwork. I didn't know all of these people read this thread.

From now on, only success TRs from me. See you in 2012.

Yes, I'm sure all of your TRs were simply highly-embellished stories of "level"-like proportions...

Well, I at least hope I provided some good entertainment and reads for all the lurkers (now posters, I suppose) who read this thread. I'll take some solace in that.

btw i would totally post stuff here if

a) i was in college

b) i had been involved with a woman w/in the past 2 years

I wanted it to be to the one two psots above, just got done reading the updated posts and then typed that in QR and hit submit and two posts were in between, I will redit to please you though...