...and I'm on a train and I don't really know where I'm going and I lose all my money betting with some yuppie scumbag on which side the train doors will open and I would feel agitated but I'm only ever really worried about the fact that I may be addicted to benzodrine these days and I'm later on a date at London zoo and it seems to be going well and I managed to grope her in the bushes but she keeps asking for coke and I get bored after I realise her bra doesnt match her underwear and she doesn't really fulfill me in the way I need right now and excuse myself for the bathroom but never go back and get kicked out of the reptile house for lying down and the last thing I remember is banging K and the monkey enclosure and it just stares and the horror of it a...