I just chatted with my psycho prostitute ex. And now she's spamming pictures of some hooker trip to hong kong to make me jealous for some reason. She's beyond nuts. Sadly too LC to post but I needed to confess.
I just chatted with my psycho prostitute ex. And now she's spamming pictures of some hooker trip to hong kong to make me jealous for some reason. She's beyond nuts. Sadly too LC to post but I needed to confess.
-i never enjoyed a single day of my life where i was not high on drugs.
-i have never only slightly loved a woman, but had some longer relationships just to get sex.
-i stopped doing drugs 12 days ago and feel that miserable, that i am right now going to pay out my whole poker-bankroll just to buy dope.
-i silently hate about everyone of my "friends" around my age.
-i hate myself more than i hate them.
-i am a massive underachiever and couldnt turn things around.
(i tried for 5 years now, thats enough for me)
-been trying to "get a life", like i always got told and failed miserably.
-modern society is like jail for me, i hate to live like a chicken in a cage.
- i am thinking about starting to shoot heroin to at least have 1-2 happy years before i die (cocain is for gays with low self-esteem)
-right now i am watching the breivik-process live and think that he will at least be remembered for what he did, instead of living an empty life(no nazi, though)
-i honestly believe... . NO, i am sure that the next low-life troll who is going to make fun of me has a better life than i do. its not that hard at all...
except the heroin instead of coke thing, i think its all standard for bbv4l