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Old 12-02-2010, 08:04 PM   #126
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I think Basketball Diaries and Trainspotting are great ones in general, obviously some stuff is different country to country, but they have it fairly on the head.
I was trying to do a Trainspotting riff earlier but I don't think you got it . Jesus' Son is also a good drug movie ... and the title was jacked from the lyrics of a Velvet Underground song Heroin.

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Without a doubt, Im a huge family man, I take some things pretty serious, If I wouldnt be able to honestly quit and stay quited for something like my own child , I would consider myself I failure at life. A serious Oxygen thief. I feel confident I will (ive been in a cell for 3 weeks while being sick as a dog, basically cause I kept my mouth shut, so I feel confident If I can do that for my freedom and self pride, I will be able to for my child when he/she comes.)
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Biggest regrets, Hurting people who love me when I dont stop for them, Since its the type of thing you either do for yourself, or you dont. If you do it for other people you end up lieing more and taking it very sketchy, trying to hide it to bits which in turn hurts people more.
Do you think the two highlighted sections are incompatible? If not is it because you consider your child an extension of yourself or because it would hurt your pride not to be able to be a good father?
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Old 12-02-2010, 08:21 PM   #127
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Old 12-02-2010, 08:53 PM   #128
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thanks liquorinthefront
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Old 12-02-2010, 08:59 PM   #129
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Let's be honest here Pooter, you contribute to the Thailand sex trade on an epic scale .... you're hardly one to talk about doing what's in the best interests of the world at large.... you're a contributing factor that causes innocent barely (if) 18yr old girls to become sex workers

- I'm still a huge fan though.


Junkie **** guy, my questions are:

- Does your life have a purpose? If so, what?

- Is being a junkie cravings similar to sex/masturbation cravings? Which could you cold turkey from the longest? is it close?
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Old 12-02-2010, 11:26 PM   #130
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lol, some people take this far too seriously
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Old 12-02-2010, 11:49 PM   #131
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Very Very sorry to hear about your lose,. Its one thing losing friends and people you respect (even the addicts) but its another thing altogether to lose flesh and blood, I wish you loads of strength and time to heal.

Here is a quote you might like.

"Who lives longer? the man who takes heroin for two years and dies, or a man who lives on roast beef, water and potatoes 'till 95? One passes his 24 months in eternity. All the years of the beefeater are lived only in time."
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this quote is romantic bull sh*t , and if you believe that regular people cannto experience joy like you , and that sticking heroin in your arm makes your life somehow divine or makes your time more precious than others, you are an idiot. which is a pretty redundant thing to say since being an idiot is a prerequisite for heroin use.
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Old 12-03-2010, 12:52 AM   #132
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^ agree with this.

almost all of mr.roastbeefs 95 years would be better than mr.junkies years.

+ being a junkie is selfish because of how much it ****s with your family/friends. Quitting doesn't have to be for yourself, if you give a **** about your family, you should make an effort.
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Old 12-03-2010, 02:10 AM   #133
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Old 12-03-2010, 02:43 AM   #134
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this quote is romantic bull sh*t , and if you believe that regular people cannto experience joy like you , and that sticking heroin in your arm makes your life somehow divine or makes your time more precious than others, you are an idiot. which is a pretty redundant thing to say since being an idiot is a prerequisite for heroin use.
People think it's all about misery and desperation and death and all that ****e, which is not to be ignored, but what they forget is the pleasure of it. Otherwise we wouldn't do it. After all, we're not ****ing stupid. At least, we're not that ****ing stupid.
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Old 12-03-2010, 04:47 AM   #135
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lol, some people take this far too seriously
u ain't never been attacked by no drug addict... ain't nothin' nice
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Old 12-03-2010, 05:14 AM   #136
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how is your girlfriend ok with you being a junkie?
omg this is awesome

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How can you go 8 years without using a needle? that's crazy. You don't even know what a real heroin high is bro! But don't do it. I only lasted a couple weeks snorting the **** before I moved to needles (never shared, got a good exchange program where I lived). I've had 2 best friends, and 6 other friends die. I've died myself, but they brought me back in the hospital. I had a heroin induced stroke as well. Still can't lift my right arm above my head without a little strain.

I'm 29 and I would trade in the last 7-8 years of my life in a heartbeat for one without heroin. I've been off the dope now for 8 months and I'm seriously committed to quitting for good this time. I wish you the best, that **** is pure evil. I was spending about $100 a day for years. Now i'm clean but living at my parents house washing dishes for a living even though I have a business degree.

But you're right OP, the only way you will be able to quit is if you really want to quit.
hey benny glad to hear you are still clean.. i followed that thread when i was going through my own addiction prescribed from the dr which imo could be just as bad i guess..
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Old 12-03-2010, 05:19 AM   #137
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spike u seem like a pretty cool guy at the party...
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Old 12-03-2010, 05:30 AM   #138
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OP gets so much love here, it's an ask about being a... thread, not a hey look me, now voice your opinion thread.
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Old 12-03-2010, 06:11 AM   #139
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Let's be honest here Pooter, you contribute to the Thailand sex trade on an epic scale .... you're hardly one to talk about doing what's in the best interests of the world at large.... you're a contributing factor that causes innocent barely (if) 18yr old girls to become sex workers

- I'm still a huge fan though.


Junkie **** guy, my questions are:

- Does your life have a purpose? If so, what?

- Is being a junkie cravings similar to sex/masturbation cravings? Which could you cold turkey from the longest? is it close?
I don't care about the interests of the world at large.

But saying to a Londoner "I am an avid supporter of the IRA" is very bad for your health. (well if you wasn't on an internet forum)

One second he says, yes he is happy to support the Taliban through buying heroin and was an avid support of the IRA, next he's saying he wants world peace.

By his logic he's saying the 9/11 bombers and London tube bombers were are nice bunch of guys who are justified for what they've done.

Anyway whatever, its the weekend roll on the sex drugs and happy hardcore imo.
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Old 12-03-2010, 06:13 AM   #140
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I would also go as far to say if you haven't done drugs you haven't lived, however if you have only ever done drugs then you haven't lived either.

just my imo, imo
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Old 12-03-2010, 09:20 AM   #141
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I would also go as far to say if you haven't done drugs you haven't lived,
Does caffeine count? What about nutmeg?
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Old 12-03-2010, 10:43 AM   #142
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this thread is longer than i thought it would be
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Old 12-03-2010, 01:19 PM   #143
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opiate addict sounds so much nicer than junkie.
I agree 100% , I think the word junkie could be sorta same as the word ******, its used between the users as a normal word for eachother, used by the rest as an insult
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Old 12-03-2010, 01:21 PM   #144
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dont want to derail but bloody sunday. raping innocent women in scotland, wales and ireland. Just because it happened a little more recently doesn't mean your country is golden. The IRA are a joke but so are the English. If we invaded London with America, what would you do. Nothing? Thought not. Their tactics were scum but so were the English's tactics in acquiring those countries.

I think patriotism is the biggest LOL in the world. I couldnt give a **** what happened/happens to Ireland. Love sports but just because someone is from my country doesnt mean I have to support them.

So in essence what I'm saying is you're previous governments were no different to these terror groups
Said like someone who actually thinks a thought out for himself instead of building on others opinions.
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Old 12-03-2010, 01:25 PM   #145
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How can you go 8 years without using a needle? that's crazy. You don't even know what a real heroin high is bro! But don't do it. I only lasted a couple weeks snorting the **** before I moved to needles (never shared, got a good exchange program where I lived). I've had 2 best friends, and 6 other friends die. I've died myself, but they brought me back in the hospital. I had a heroin induced stroke as well. Still can't lift my right arm above my head without a little strain.

I'm 29 and I would trade in the last 7-8 years of my life in a heartbeat for one without heroin. I've been off the dope now for 8 months and I'm seriously committed to quitting for good this time. I wish you the best, that **** is pure evil. I was spending about $100 a day for years. Now i'm clean but living at my parents house washing dishes for a living even though I have a business degree.

But you're right OP, the only way you will be able to quit is if you really want to quit.
Well at least you have a strength in you that sadly too many of our addict brothers dont, . Theres too many a man who always said he would and never did,. Dont get down about washing dishes or whatever you do, Im glad to hear that you honestly want too, I think thats like 80% of the battle,.

Yeah Ive had the conversation a few times, . A real heroin high, . etc.. Im happy with what smoking does for me,. Like im sure you know all too well, its so much easier to control your habit with smoking then banging, plus the nasty track marks would be a serious turn off for my girlfriend,. But lots of strength to you and thanks for the reply, if ya ever want to talk or whatever just send me a pm with where ya want to,. Its hard beginning a sober life, well if you ever want to relive stories without relapsing, Im your man.
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Old 12-03-2010, 01:27 PM   #146
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How does it feel to face the fact that you will most likely be dead before you hit 30?
Lol...

Your right, I might die before Im 30, my younger cousin might die before he hits 15, and your wife might have a still birth. What may happen is not in my control, How much i enjoy life or feel guilty for what ive done however is in mine.
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This thread is surprisingly boring.

If you haven't sucked a dick or taken one up the ass for your habit, you're doing it wrong.
Actually, I dont agree,.

I feel more like ive done something right, which inturn makes me handle the bad things better.
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Old 12-03-2010, 01:44 PM   #148
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Your well entitled to your opinion,. its simple hatred like yours that causes alot of the bad side effects. What actually hurts me more in your reply is the remark about Mister Huxley, . If you ever took any amount of good acid or mushrooms, You would know it takes more confidence in who you are and where your going to take the amount of lsd he did and at the time he did, Did you also know it was his loving wife that was beside him and gave it too him? Sat there and held him as he passed into a world no one knows.

Have I done low things, Without a doubt, am I proud of all of em, Not even close,. Did I learn to treat the dark and miserable aspects of life with a certain apathy , For sure, What is it though that makes you so angry,? Been mugged by someone "like" me? Manhood took away by the lowest form of life,? maybe someone you know died from drug use? Or one of the countless bad things that happen when people are pissed on a society for making a "PERSONAL" choice,. Im not asking you,/ telling you to take heroin, Im not asking anything at all. Im telling people what they ask, and trying to be as honest as I can while I do it.

You may pity me, (thanks) but I in return pity you, To have such hatred and blind anger for anything in life most be terrible to live life like that. Most be tired all the time,. I'll take heroin as my Drug of choice, you take anger and hate, all a personal choice.

My only true crime I think in regards to you, Is feeling proud of who I am despite being what most of society thinks of my choices.


For sure heroin is a emotionally damaging drug, but alot of that is because of people like you,
But FOR SURE LSD/Shrooms, are a different thing altogether, something more powerful and eye opening that any other drug there is.

thus
heroin = not something I would recommend for everyone.if anyone.
LSD/shrooms = For everyone.

Take care.

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I was trying to do a Trainspotting riff earlier but I don't think you got it . Jesus' Son is also a good drug movie ... and the title was jacked from the lyrics of a Velvet Underground song Heroin.





Do you think the two highlighted sections are incompatible? If not is it because you consider your child an extension of yourself or because it would hurt your pride not to be able to be a good father?

I can see what you mean, but a child is most defo a extension of my self, without a doubt, backstory, mother was a serious alcho which sorta made me always believe (hope to prove) that I wouldnt do the same, either no kids or no hard drugs.
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People think it's all about misery and desperation and death and all that ****e, which is not to be ignored, but what they forget is the pleasure of it. Otherwise we wouldn't do it. After all, we're not ****ing stupid. At least, we're not that ****ing stupid.
obviously its romantic ********, but its thought eternity thought, would you rather I said to someone, your brother was an idiot and died for nothing? Its the thought of it,.
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