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Old 02-02-2011, 11:00 AM   #251
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It always cracks me up when druggies think that taking drugs is some kind of meditative experience that will open up peoples eyes to the realities of life and if just more people would experiment with drugs the world would be a better place. The two things have nothing to do with each other. Just think about what you went on to say a couple posts later:



So do you really think if Pooter drops a couple tablets of acid he'll come to a more enlightened position regarding Irish terrorism towards Britain in relation to British terrorism towards India/SA/etc??

LoL @ that. The fact is that on average druggies are a HUGE NET MINUS to the people they affect in their life compared to people who aren't on drugs. That's why you should stop doing drugs before you have a child instead of waiting for the child to decide then it's time to stop doing drugs ainec ffs imo.
I see what your getting at, but to be honest I see a big difference between hard drugs like heroin/cocaine etc, and things like LSD, DMT etc..

Do I think a good trip could change his views, almost for sure, If it would change them for the better or worse is completely up to the person himself, Like it or lump it, People alot smarter then me or you , also believe it could do alot more good then bad if used and shared in the right way could do alot of good.

Its not so crazy to think that things that open you up to a different view point could or would change your view on it.

Secondly, Im not saying that we should experiment with all drugs, certain ones have the potential to do good, at least in the realm of thought and feelings. Which in turn could change things on a deeper level, a more concrete one.

The stop taking drugs before having a child, is just gold advice and wouldnt fault you in the slightest for that view point. Just dont shut down all drugs and all experiences as negative, Theres positive , negative and everything in between.

Also dont forget that drugs are part of everyday life, some are just more accepted then others, Two of the most common have horrific health implications,. Coffee and Alcohol, the latter being involved in 60% of muders, even more of car crashes, broken homes etc.. Yet thats perfectly acceptable because , ?
Everyone says so?
Easily taxed and controlled?
I personally dont know, I just feel like its a little unevenly talked about and experimented with,

Out of billions we spent on tabocco most of it was spent trying to prove it wasnt bad for us.

Same with weed, millions spent on trying to prove it is bad for us. etc etc...

I understand your point, I just have a different point of view
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Old 02-02-2011, 11:09 AM   #252
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Thank you for your reply. This one I think you missed.



I think if I were brought up under differerent circumstances I could very well be an opiate addict. I have always been quite curious about drugs, but have never tried any hard drugs. I think I might get addicted very easily and I have too much to loose. I.e. people here aren't at all tolerant about drug use, even weed is frowned upon and most people don't understand that its quite harmless. Not sure if its good or bad that the society is so much against drugs though.

One more question, how would you change the information given to young people in school if you were in charge of the drug information policy for schools?
I think there is very little to no glamour in the world of seriously addicted users, Once you get that far its very hard to see any beauty to it,. Maybe as a life long and deathly love affair, but other then that its pretty rough,

Before it gets that far, theres the inbewteen time, your smoking and ****ing etc, holding eachother in a opium haze of nothingness. , I can see and understand why alot of people can see romantic idea's involved with something so destructive, but in the long run, its pretty rough for the hard addicted, (heavy needle users and such) know one or two that are together since there 12, addiced for nearly ever and still together (50+ years) there rare though, as in thats 1 couple I know that are together that long, longest after is 20 plus years.

as far as personality goes, it really knows no bias. Met total scumbags and nurses, etc.. But there seems to be alot of addicts with quirks, eg drawing, writing , building things, but dont know if thats anything to do with the drug itself,

But I really cant explain how it takes in anyone that lets it get that far, Anyone any level of society.

Theres just so many famous writers/poets/singers etc that were opiate addicts that it seems to lead others of the same inclination to go the same route, IMO as they say here
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Old 02-02-2011, 03:46 PM   #253
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Is this a level? 20$ a day isn't a junkie, the withdrawals from methadone are going to be worse than your weak ass habit. Kick the **** before it becomes a real problem.
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Old 02-02-2011, 07:25 PM   #254
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Is this a level? 20$ a day isn't a junkie, the withdrawals from methadone are going to be worse than your weak ass habit. Kick the **** before it becomes a real problem.
Strange as it may sound to you, Super happy with 20 a day, and thats when I do, Ive been practicing self control, and better methods awhile now,.

A habit is a habit though,. Ive noticed that aswell
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Update: 2017

So here I am again, visiting a thread I promised to visit years later to find out how it all went, it went up and down but over my sample size in life I consider myself for sure +EV (below some of the reasons why)

I'm now 31 years old with a beautiful baby girl of a year with another on the way come October. pic related:
http://imgur.com/a/QCOAd
nearly married to a different girl.

I'm clean, and not I smoke once a week clean, or take 30mg of Methadone clean. I'm clean clean!, take the odd Valium in the evening sometimes after shes in bed, with a joint (or two)

It was hell, it was and is life , good and bad.

Since I last posted to this thread life has dealt me the following hands

A nasty breakup with the ex, involving police and court date (caught her with someone) that I beat, well twice. Him and the court date

To find what I can only call my soul mate and bestfriend, who with I lost child premature (1 day before an incubator could be used) Liam was his name. That was horrific, if anyone is interested just ask away

Another beautiful child this time healthy and amazingly perfect, my reason to live and live right along with her beautiful mother. and another on the way (also ask away)

Met my Fiance strange enough on the last day I was in Ireland after looking after my mother who had been wrecked with Cancer and fought and won the orginial battles (still fights on)., and on my last day there I met my future.

Weird how bad things can lead to some of the best

So its another Ask me anything thread,

Oh,

and Poker wise, still play, still winning, still studying.


Im just glad that my words became deeds, if you read the thread you know what I mean. and I that I can see the naive parts of my orginal posts.

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Old 06-16-2017, 04:03 AM   #256
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http://imgur.com/a/QCOAd her

http://imgur.com/XABvuyk me and her when she was little still


since the photo didnt work in the last post. Here it is

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Old 06-16-2017, 09:13 AM   #257
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Old 06-16-2017, 01:52 PM   #258
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According to Mr.mmmKay Drugs are bad...
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Old 06-17-2017, 03:41 AM   #259
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Thanks,


When I read all the stuff that I wrote all those years ago, I can see how close I was to never getting the beaut, or meeting my future wife,...

Someone had mentioned that Id end up dead, prison and would never crawl out of the addiction so great feeling to share her smile here.
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Old 06-20-2017, 02:32 AM   #261
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and even in the addicted days I saw the good in everything
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Old 06-20-2017, 02:27 PM   #262
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Re: Ask me whats its like to be an Opiate addict (heroin etc)

What are the odds that your use of marijuana/benzodiazepines causing a return to harder drug use?

Also, how long has it been since you've taken an opiate?
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Old 06-20-2017, 04:42 PM   #263
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Have you ever shot heroin into your dick?
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What are the odds that your use of marijuana/benzodiazepines causing a return to harder drug use?

Also, how long has it been since you've taken an opiate?


Crazy as it sounds, I find that alcohol makes me get a feeling of wanting more than anything else, Stress can be a ***** if its high enough,
Lost a son when he was 5 months in the womb, borderline 6 months, watched him die in front of me,

The whole heart monitor beeping beeping , beping bein, be, --------------

Horrible, but was able to avoid using then (partly due to my wife needing me and I wasnt going to leave her to deal with that **** on her own)

Its been at least 5 years since any opiate, and the opiate at the time of 100mg codiene.
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Have you ever shot heroin into your dick?
No but I have known people who had to go into their grine, Use big lone blue needles to be able to get to the artery or vein,.

****ing nasty.
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As long as you stay off the junk I guess it really doesn't matter what you do. Alcohol is the worst when you're trying to stay away from the real drugs, so I totally understand what you're saying.

Keep it up OP. GLGL
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As long as you stay off the junk I guess it really doesn't matter what you do. Alcohol is the worst when you're trying to stay away from the real drugs, so I totally understand what you're saying.

Keep it up OP. GLGL
Thank you,. and good luck to you aswell,. Don't know what it is about getting drunk, but that just ****s my will power right up, well not so much will power, more dont care enough/avoid the hangover.

So just avoid it altogether,

So hows poker changed since I was gone?
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