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Old 12-01-2010, 08:14 PM   #1
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Ask me whats its like to be an Opiate addict (heroin etc)

Been reading a few of the other posts tonight and since I aint got enough illicit stuff to knock me out nice and early I thought I would give a go at one of those ask me about threads.

I'll start you off,

I dont use needles
I dont sell myself
Its been about 8 years on and off.
Im 25
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:17 PM   #2
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Re: Ask me whats its like to be an Opiate addict (heroin etc)

how many ***** have you sucked for your next fix?
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:17 PM   #3
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Re: Ask me whats its like to be an Opiate addict (heroin etc)

what were you going through in your life when you decided to start?

what have you spent more $ on, drugs or everything else?

would you sell your penis to satisfy a really bad fix?
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:17 PM   #4
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How many teeth have rotted out of your mouth?
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:18 PM   #5
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Do you shower/bathe once or twice a month?
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:18 PM   #6
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Re: Ask me whats its like to be an Opiate addict (heroin etc)

whats it like using needles?
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:21 PM   #7
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Re: Ask me whats its like to be an Opiate addict (heroin etc)

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what were you going through in your life when you decided to start?

what have you spent more $ on, heroin or everything else?

would you sell your penis to satisfy a really bad fix?
Was spending alot of time in town , hanging around with mates basically being a low life, sorta typical teenager from where im from, met an older junkie, got talking to him , used to keep him company when he smoked it, done that at least 4 times , around the 5th or 6th time I gave in and "tasted" it

Obviously spent so much time in town(city center) to escape home life.

On Heroin, thats my drug of choice in the opiate world, but spent a fair amount on weed/hash, valium , i was a bit of a poly drug user till I settled on opiates.

No, came from a violent background, if it gets that bad id probably mug someone that seemed mugable, / breakin etc..

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Old 12-01-2010, 08:24 PM   #8
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How many teeth have rotted out of your mouth?
Two, wisdom teeth at the back, If its drug related or not I'll never know. (smart money is on drug related)
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:26 PM   #9
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Do you shower/bathe once or twice a month?
No, shower everyday too every second day,. Worse would be three days but im showering the third night, sure it would of been worse, but always have had someone with me (girlfriend) shes not an addict but smokes weed.
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:32 PM   #10
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Re: Ask me whats its like to be an Opiate addict (heroin etc)

How do you afford your habit/do you have a job?

How much do you use in a typical day/week?

Whats the longest stretch without using?
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:34 PM   #11
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Re: Ask me whats its like to be an Opiate addict (heroin etc)

describe the feeling the first time you got high on heroin?
lowest point of your 8 years of opiate addiction?
any plans to quit?
what do your parents think?
poker story?
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:37 PM   #12
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Re: Ask me whats its like to be an Opiate addict (heroin etc)

if you are gonna take opiates, i heard needles are the way to go. why didn't you progress to that level?
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:41 PM   #13
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Re: Ask me whats its like to be an Opiate addict (heroin etc)

What's the longest bender you been on? How bad was the withdrawl?
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:41 PM   #14
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describe the feeling the first time you got high on heroin?
lowest point of your 8 years of opiate addiction?
any plans to quit?
what do your parents think?
poker story?
Its hard to put into words, I got what I refer to as "the swim" its a feeling of comfort, sorta like drifting into eternity, followed by lots of vomiting, but not vomiting like being ill, it didnt feel bad at all, hard to explain, made things seem easier.
Quit for 2 inbetween, relapsed when my grandmother died, currently on 30mg of methadone a day plus what I use on weak moments, still smoke weed like crazy, helps try stay away from the other stuff,
Both parents dont like or accept it, but then both have their own problems,

lowest point,
two friends of mine were out robbin with a girl we all knew, bumped into a slow/almost retarded man that wanted to **** the girl/get head for money, he went down the lane, before I knew it he was on the ground with us on him like jackals, he held on to his cash in his hand screaming dont take my money, I had to literally tell my friends not to kick him, (im bad but im not that ****ing bad)


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A junkie who is beating the micro's his last 70,000 hands, and hoping to feed any bad habits I have by playing one day.
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:42 PM   #15
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Re: Ask me whats its like to be an Opiate addict (heroin etc)

How much do you do a day?

China or Tar?
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:44 PM   #16
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if you are gonna take opiates, i heard needles are the way to go. why didn't you progress to that level?
Needles just dont add up for me, yes there less waste of the drug itself, but withdrawles come much faster, say I can make it 12,16 hours after a decent q of good stuff, where as a needle user gets around 8,12 before his start.

I like the whole thing of letting it run around on the tin foil, like a ritual.
Ive had a decent amount of people die on me that were good friends, none of em only smoked the stuff.
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:45 PM   #17
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Re: Ask me whats its like to be an Opiate addict (heroin etc)

How do you feel about weed now that you've moved on to bigger and baddeR?
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:47 PM   #18
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What's the longest bender you been on? How bad was the withdrawl?
8 years,

Horrible, but yet not as bad as most junkies will tell you, its more the will power to put up with feeling like you have a bad bad flu,(little worse) (also because i smoke, needles end up worse withdrawl)

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How do you afford your habit/do you have a job?

How much do you use in a typical day/week?

Whats the longest stretch without using?
I am do what I can to get by, but its not that hard since I have the methadone to help alone, I normally shoplifted/********ed people out of money. (girlfriend and I "used" con people when times where hard.

probably close to 2 years clean since im 15

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How much do you do a day?

China or Tar?
Highest my habit has been is about 20e to 35e a day, I could probably get by with 10e a day. China (but then its not really china its afghanastan powder) sometimes powdery brick
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:52 PM   #19
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How do you feel about weed now that you've moved on to bigger and baddeR?
I love it, not just because I smoke alot of it, but because I think it helps people think and learn about themselves and the world they live in, but I have to say I think lsd/shrooms are the way to go in that regard, weed is a good everyday drug to leave it at.
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:53 PM   #20
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Re: Ask me whats its like to be an Opiate addict (heroin etc)

Have you ever considered stepping up your game to snorting Oxys?
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Old 12-01-2010, 08:58 PM   #21
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Re: Ask me whats its like to be an Opiate addict (heroin etc)

have you ever sold yourself for heroin?
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Old 12-01-2010, 09:01 PM   #22
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Re: Ask me whats its like to be an Opiate addict (heroin etc)

saw on tv being on drugs long term(even short term) will permanently damage some parts of your brain and will make you sick.

so do you feel dumber and have you noticed any signs of your body organs failing?
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Old 12-01-2010, 09:01 PM   #23
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Have you ever considered stepping up your game to snorting Oxys?
Would love to have a go of em but they dont seem easy to get over here (holland) since nearly everything illegal is pretty much on a solid supply

but would smoke em
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Old 12-01-2010, 09:02 PM   #24
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have you ever sold yourself for heroin?
Sexually, No.
Morally. Yes
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Old 12-01-2010, 09:04 PM   #25
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saw on tv being on drugs long term(even short term) will permanently damage some parts of your brain and will make you sick.

so do you feel dumber and have you noticed any signs of your body organs failing?
Opiates have one of the best long term effects compared to nearly if not any other drug, even paracetemol does more damage to say your liver then heroin does, its from unclean/cut drugs mixed in with the "junkie lifestyle" on the streets not eating etc... Since ive always basically had a home, girlfriend, life outside of drugs, I have skipped lots of the bad side effects, though I do feel like my health has suffered, but im putting that down to the bottles of jack daniels and too many xtc pills
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