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12-23-2010 , 12:10 PM
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Originally Posted by Pooter
I Was respecting your thread till i read this.

If I was ever to meet you I would cut your face to ribbons with a Stanley blade and let you bleed to death.

Standard.
Wait, hold on a sec.

I once drew a cartoon nipple on an mspaint drawing and got infracted. Meanwhile !@#$ like this can be said to a person completely seriously in 4L?

Are the mods lazy, high, or just completely biased? Yo no offense, but the line should get drawn a threats of CUTTING SOMEONE WITH A BLADE.

Pretty sad this kind of post stays up this long. I like 4L, but I don't want to share it with people who can drop lines like that.

Not cool.
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12-23-2010 , 12:17 PM
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12-24-2010 , 12:10 PM
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Originally Posted by rafiki
Wait, hold on a sec.

I once drew a cartoon nipple on an mspaint drawing and got infracted. Meanwhile !@#$ like this can be said to a person completely seriously in 4L?

Are the mods lazy, high, or just completely biased? Yo no offense, but the line should get drawn a threats of CUTTING SOMEONE WITH A BLADE.

Pretty sad this kind of post stays up this long. I like 4L, but I don't want to share it with people who can drop lines like that.

Not cool.
I can see your point for sure,. But I see it as a win when I know people are living with such deep hatred and anger for things , things be it they dont even have control nor connections too,.. Thus he gets his infraction but it lasts for life with a bit of bad luck on his part.
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12-25-2010 , 05:38 AM
If you were to be withdrawing from heroin, would any amount of codeine get you high, feel normal, or anything at all?
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12-30-2010 , 08:41 AM
would have to be a serious amount though, but yes
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12-30-2010 , 09:57 AM
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12-30-2010 , 12:01 PM
been lurking this thread with great interest because i like your style in general.
So thought I'd ask 1 myself too.

WTF is your avatar trying to be?

last night after some weed it looked like a vagina.
today completely sober and bored at work it looks like a frog with big eyes.

so, what is it?

Do you like football? (PSV?)
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12-30-2010 , 03:30 PM
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Originally Posted by FindNameHere
To be really honest,. XTC was hands down one of the best feelings Ive ever experienced the first time I kissed a somewhat beautiful girl while buzzing was an amazing amazing feeling,.. xtc has provided me with some of the best/ amazing nights experiences friendships Ive ever had,. Im be well quicker to tell someone who's looking for a good night/ party. to take xtc instead of anything else,.

Problem was we took the xtc and the next day would take benzo's / heroin to come down from the xtx/
If I could somehow arrange that everyone in this world at the same time would ingest 100 mg of MDMA.. I'd give everything to do that. We would probably skip about 100 generations of ******** and make a big leap towards a better world.

It would suit the purpose much better than say LSD, even though LSD will raise awareness more drastically, but only for those who are ready for its workings.

Love the thread, and agree with most of what you're saying.
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01-04-2011 , 12:47 PM
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Originally Posted by Davoon
been lurking this thread with great interest because i like your style in general.
So thought I'd ask 1 myself too.

WTF is your avatar trying to be?

last night after some weed it looked like a vagina.
today completely sober and bored at work it looks like a frog with big eyes.

so, what is it?

Do you like football? (PSV?)
The avatar was supposed to be all spacey and cosmic, It shall be changed soon enough now that I feel way more at home at 2+2, maybe I wont though since it seems to have an ink blot type thing going for it,.

I love watching the world cup, and get a few matches of PSV in when I have the time, its hard not to when ya live less then 10 mins away from the stadium,.

What about yourself? Watch alot of footie or more into something else? (since one of the things you said was vagina, maybe you chase that as a sport?
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01-04-2011 , 12:50 PM
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Originally Posted by Danordaan
If I could somehow arrange that everyone in this world at the same time would ingest 100 mg of MDMA.. I'd give everything to do that. We would probably skip about 100 generations of ******** and make a big leap towards a better world.

It would suit the purpose much better than say LSD, even though LSD will raise awareness more drastically, but only for those who are ready for its workings.

Love the thread, and agree with most of what you're saying.
Agree with you 100% on that, so so so many generations of hate and misery could be avoided with a world wide drop session, Agree about mdma being the way to go for people without alot of experience about drugs,. Its hands down plain old eye opening to feel such unconditional love for your fellow humans,.

Think shrooms are well underrated when it comes to opening eyes and minds,. Remember one of my first trips watching tv and just couldnt get the idea of why should I care or maybe thats worded wrong, but how could it be important to sit infront of the thing so so many hours a day (never really did) but enough to think it was a huge waste of time,.

Easy enough to get decent MDMA where you are?
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01-06-2011 , 04:25 PM
I'm in NL too, and I've never had alot of trouble getting my hands on a stash. This is certainly one of the benefits of living in this country!
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01-06-2011 , 08:36 PM
You ever had fentanyl?
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01-07-2011 , 06:15 AM
Hey,
I am not sure if someone has already asked you that because I haven´t read the whole thing. If so just ignore my question.
I mean I have read a fair bit of your posts and I you seem to me like an educated, thinking person just the fact that you are able to speake english that well shows a decend education. Now my question is where did you get that from? Did you finish school? If so how did you handle drugs and school at the same time? Have you been to univerity? Also where do you get the money from to buy drugs pay the rent and buy food?
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01-07-2011 , 02:54 PM
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Originally Posted by Teriod
Hey,
I am not sure if someone has already asked you that because I haven´t read the whole thing. If so just ignore my question.
I mean I have read a fair bit of your posts and I you seem to me like an educated, thinking person just the fact that you are able to speake english that well shows a decend education. Now my question is where did you get that from? Did you finish school? If so how did you handle drugs and school at the same time? Have you been to univerity? Also where do you get the money from to buy drugs pay the rent and buy food?
No I left school when I was 13/14 , went through a stage were I wasnt as educated as I would one day like to be, So I take time to read lots of books on things that educate me , if I see a beautiful flower that I find interesting I go out and read about it, Watch different video courses offered by places to further what I little I already now. I never got much formal education so I basically learned it along the way of life, paid attenttion to the things that go on around me, I handled my drugs by selling hash, occasional robbery, I new a crazy crowd back in the day, sorta typical lowlife in lots of ways, but had limits.

Through all that I always had a deep admiration of people like Rene des carte
Mister Frued and Jung, Eastern teachings (zen and likewise) (spelt wrong im sure) we all basically lived stole and shared together. even slept in this mad boat that was abandon in the liffey docks for what ever reason. .
Short Version , I dont believe everything I hear, Like to make my own opinion and thats where I start trying to be more then your average junkie,. hope that answers ok for you, thanks for the compliment aswell ,

Searching for the I in U and the Us in Other, I self implies You self equals 1
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01-07-2011 , 02:55 PM
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Originally Posted by POB666
You ever had fentanyl?
Not yet
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01-07-2011 , 02:56 PM
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Originally Posted by Danordaan
I'm in NL too, and I've never had alot of trouble getting my hands on a stash. This is certainly one of the benefits of living in this country!
Only problem is from price to quality, also having to deal with some of the low lifes in that world can be depressing,..

I would love to talk to you more about this in detail actually. here how your experenice has been over here.
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01-07-2011 , 03:33 PM
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Originally Posted by Pooter
I Was respecting your thread till i read this.

If I was ever to meet you I would cut your face to ribbons with a Stanley blade and let you bleed to death.

Standard.
Of course he supports the IRA the brits are known to invade, plunder, steal, corrupt, rape women and children throughout the world. They have been doing it for hundreads of years.

Anyone thinking the IRA are terrorists must also believe that the brits are terrorists. Look what has happened in Kenya in the 1950s, Iraq and Afghanistan in the last 10 years, Bengal famine and India in the 20th century killed more than the Nazis did in Auschwitz, 3 million. In the 19th century in India the brits caused the death of over 10 million. What about South Africa where the brits killed thousands of Boers? Last not least Ireland where they killed thousands, stole Irish land and plundered the money, economy and natural resources.

Tiocfaidh ár lá
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01-07-2011 , 03:43 PM
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Originally Posted by FindNameHere
Not yet
Is it hard to get hold of? Do you know anyone who has had it?
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01-20-2011 , 01:43 PM
Thank you for the very interesting thread, just finished reading it.

Please ignore the people posting dumb and mean things, I guess many people want to categorize things into good/evil, and just can't understand someone having a very different opinion about a subject. In children this is seen very easily.

On to the questions. One of my ex had a lot of friends who used drugs. Most of them didn't seem to be ambitious at all and were a bit of an easy going crowd (then again we were quite young) but she did mention of a friend who had a very high paying job and was highly intelligent who would sometimes join and use a lot of hard drugs. My grandfather who used to talk with alcoholics, the kind who live on streets, said he met many who were very smart and had been hard working people but then had a divorce or some other nasty thing happen to them and they started abusing alcohol and ended up on the streets. Would you say that these situations are common? Do some of the people you have gone out robbing with have degrees or had well paying jobs? Do people who have jobs and families like to hang out and do heroin? I'd assume opiate addiction is a lot more common than people think, I just wonder if its common to be a regular working member of society and still get high on opiates daily.

How would you categorize the opiate addicts you know, are there any similar patterns to their past i.e. for instace violent childhood and dropping out of school or do they represent all groups of society i.e. rich kids, poor kids, middle class.

Lastly are there any personality traits that you would say are more common in addicts you know than in people in general. Like for instance being sensitive, intelligent or artistic.

Thank you for your time
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01-22-2011 , 03:25 PM
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Originally Posted by BotOnTilt
Thank you for the very interesting thread, just finished reading it.

Please ignore the people posting dumb and mean things, I guess many people want to categorize things into good/evil, and just can't understand someone having a very different opinion about a subject. In children this is seen very easily.

On to the questions. One of my ex had a lot of friends who used drugs. Most of them didn't seem to be ambitious at all and were a bit of an easy going crowd (then again we were quite young) but she did mention of a friend who had a very high paying job and was highly intelligent who would sometimes join and use a lot of hard drugs. My grandfather who used to talk with alcoholics, the kind who live on streets, said he met many who were very smart and had been hard working people but then had a divorce or some other nasty thing happen to them and they started abusing alcohol and ended up on the streets. Would you say that these situations are common? Do some of the people you have gone out robbing with have degrees or had well paying jobs? Do people who have jobs and families like to hang out and do heroin? I'd assume opiate addiction is a lot more common than people think, I just wonder if its common to be a regular working member of society and still get high on opiates daily.

How would you categorize the opiate addicts you know, are there any similar patterns to their past i.e. for instace violent childhood and dropping out of school or do they represent all groups of society i.e. rich kids, poor kids, middle class.

Lastly are there any personality traits that you would say are more common in addicts you know than in people in general. Like for instance being sensitive, intelligent or artistic.

Thank you for your time

Thank you for your reply, , Im at my home computer at the moment so I cant give you a full reply, When I get home I'll write a full answer to your questions,

Till then
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01-22-2011 , 06:20 PM
Can you hook me up with shrooms? From Amsterdam orginally
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01-23-2011 , 11:20 AM
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Can you hook me up with shrooms? From Amsterdam orginally
http://www.azarius.nl/
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01-23-2011 , 11:30 AM
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Originally Posted by FindNameHere
Thank you for your reply, , Im at my home computer at the moment so I cant give you a full reply, When I get home I'll write a full answer to your questions,

Till then
There seems to be different levels or circles of users, The people out mugging and such things are generally people from bad backgrounds, eg bad area's to grow up in, family abuse/neglect. So to answer your question there is for sure highley educated addicts, most of them, if not all are not the ones beggin / stealing.

However I have had friends who were for instance one was at the time studying to be a surgeon but with a specialty of bone work, He was incredibly smart and talented, side note, he played guitar like an angel , used to spend time listening to him space out on both drugs and the sound of his music,

He finished his study , and does whats called chipping, isnt addicted but users quite regulary.
Met people who were buying from/same time that were in suits with good accents and manners, eg they had jobs in corporate offices and the such,.
Poets/Artists/etc..

There are far more under under educated and rough sort of users, but I think that is more to do with background and education then anything else, if your surrounded by junkies easier to become one basically,. there is though alot more then you would think of "normal" addicts (whats normal though)

Hope that answers your question, let me know if it doesnt .
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01-29-2011 , 02:50 AM
Thank you for your reply. This one I think you missed.

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Lastly are there any personality traits that you would say are more common in addicts you know than in people in general. Like for instance being sensitive, intelligent or artistic.
I think if I were brought up under differerent circumstances I could very well be an opiate addict. I have always been quite curious about drugs, but have never tried any hard drugs. I think I might get addicted very easily and I have too much to loose. I.e. people here aren't at all tolerant about drug use, even weed is frowned upon and most people don't understand that its quite harmless. Not sure if its good or bad that the society is so much against drugs though.

One more question, how would you change the information given to young people in school if you were in charge of the drug information policy for schools?
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01-29-2011 , 03:30 AM
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Originally Posted by FindNameHere
Agree with you 100% on that, so so so many generations of hate and misery could be avoided with a world wide drop session, Agree about mdma being the way to go for people without alot of experience about drugs,. Its hands down plain old eye opening to feel such unconditional love for your fellow humans,.

Think shrooms are well underrated when it comes to opening eyes and minds,. Remember one of my first trips watching tv and just couldnt get the idea of why should I care or maybe thats worded wrong, but how could it be important to sit infront of the thing so so many hours a day (never really did) but enough to think it was a huge waste of time,.

Easy enough to get decent MDMA where you are?
It always cracks me up when druggies think that taking drugs is some kind of meditative experience that will open up peoples eyes to the realities of life and if just more people would experiment with drugs the world would be a better place. The two things have nothing to do with each other. Just think about what you went on to say a couple posts later:

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There seems to be different levels or circles of users, The people out mugging and such things are generally people from bad backgrounds, eg bad area's to grow up in, family abuse/neglect. So to answer your question there is for sure highley educated addicts, most of them, if not all are not the ones beggin / stealing....

There are far more under under educated and rough sort of users, but I think that is more to do with background and education then anything else, if your surrounded by junkies easier to become one basically,
So do you really think if Pooter drops a couple tablets of acid he'll come to a more enlightened position regarding Irish terrorism towards Britain in relation to British terrorism towards India/SA/etc??

LoL @ that. The fact is that on average druggies are a HUGE NET MINUS to the people they affect in their life compared to people who aren't on drugs. That's why you should stop doing drugs before you have a child instead of waiting for the child to decide then it's time to stop doing drugs ainec ffs imo.
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