Props to OP for making the right decision. I can't say that I've been in any situation that you've been in but I can say this right now, as a beginning player.
-I would NEVER play poker professionally, it's not a steady income and it's the only sort of job where you're able to not have an income in a month but have to pay extra. Only the thought of this leaves me with stress and I think I wouldn't be able to perform on the tables because I gotta win if I want to have an income (pressure) Semi-professionally (although i think my skills will never be that level) however, would be interesting for me. This leads me to a stress-free approach towards poker and I'm able to enjoy the game, because it's just a game for me and it's my favorite hobby
-I will NEVER let poker take over my time with my GF, family or friends. Sure playing a big tournament every once in a while makes you not being able to make plans with them, but that's only every once in while. These people make me happier than poker ever will, so they're my top priority all-time.
-The thrill in winning a big pot/ tournament will never go away for me. A lot of people here are gonna say that I can't be sure of that, but I know what I'm saying is true. It just gives me an adrenaline rush, like being in a roller coaster. Riding the same roller coaster over and over again gives me the same rush over and over again, so why not poker?
-Taking other's people money isn't a big deal for me either, listen to this philosophy: the whales are going to be there whether you're there or not right? You can pretend that they won't but they will. The only reason you don't like to play against these bad players is because it'll make you feel bad. So if you're not playing you're not thinking about these poor whales spewing that money. Makes you feel really good about yourself right? 'Oh I'm not helping people lose their money I'm such a good person.' Meanwhile the whales will still be playing.
You're only not playing against these players because it makes YOU feel good, it doesn't benefit anyone else but YOU, and IMO that more egoistic than wanting to win money from whales.
-Poker is a social game, I always talk against random people live and chat online. Many people learn to play it anti-social however because they're 'afraid of giving away tells.' They don't say a single word, even when they're not involved in hand! You can't give away a tell whilst chatting about a non-poker topic when you're not involved in a hand trust me. Chat it up at the table people, it makes the game 100% more enjoyable for everyone. (and if you're all talking that gives you all the same handicap right?
) So I really don't understand that you're feeling anti-social because of poker, it's your choice to be anti-social at the table! Simply to choose to start a conversation and this feeling will lessen in a minute.
Still I respect your choice of quitting, because many people can't do the same .
I wish you best of luck in life OP.