Roughly 100-150 BIs at 9ish dollars, down from 2.5k to 1.2k
Here are some highlights:
HU I lost $100 over 5 matches losing 3 66/33 situations where I was ahead
In cash I lost with top two pair when I got it all in on the flop good until he turned his flush for $200
Lost 88 v KQ on river for $75
Lost AK v QQ twice today to go from making $30 to in the hole $50
And I went back and looked over the last 100 tournaments, here are some of what has taken place to give people an idea of what it is like to try and do this (my cards are the first ones):
1.jj v aq v aq rivered flush MONEYED but would ve been huge chip leader if you want hat one had over 70 bbs
2.88 v AQo would had 40+ bbs MONEYED
3.Aqo v A10s near the money woulda had 25 bbs
4..55 v a10 for 30 bbs
5.AKo v AQs woulda had 50+ bbs relatively deep 1/3 the field remaining
6.AQs v 66 for 30+ bbs
7.99 v 45s you had 5 bbs this time
8.88 v 76s, you shoved utg he called on button for 15 bbs
9.88 v aqs in 888 5k woulda had 45+ bbs nearing cash lost 34/35 previous hands going from top 10 to barely top 100/250
10.AJs flopped nut straight, he called 2 streets with backdoor flush with 710s on 10jkq then went all in on river j and you called Mistakish play on my end
11.QQ v AA flop came j4246
12.k9o in bb called min raise 678 flop checked over guy went all in he had aa you missed your straight
13.a2o 345 flop he called 109s in sb to min raiser 2utg turn gave him his flush, woulda been massive chip leader in satellite
14..QQ vs j8 woulda had 100+ bbs at 75 150 flop came 697 you shoved after 3 betting he called hit his str8
15.A2s v 84s satellite
16.A8o v A3o satellite same day as above
17.AKs v JKs satellite next day
18.KK vs AJ and A8
19.AA v 67 and AJ guy hit his str8, early woulda had 60+ bbs
20.Ak v ak v qq ace hit queen hit on river
21.99 v AK, woulda had 65+ bbs
Also I've probably lost something like 10-15+ crucial 66/33 where I was behind, the ones I've won have been relatively pointless in magnitude.
Actually the last tournament I did well in where I got 4th/600+ and won $500 I won AJs v AKo and QQ v KK.
I think the worst part of this is that my downswing has correlated my heaviest dose of studying where I invested in Doug Polk's MTT course and Matthew Janda's books, so as my strategy has gotten better my results have gotten much much worse.
To be entirely honest for the sake of this thread, I am likely going to quit after I go broke as I dedicated my summer off from school to do this and in many ways it's been a total failure so far.
Last edited by 7OAD; 07-04-2017 at 12:34 AM.