Sorry, i meant paradox....not as stale as your posts, sir

loving the read

http://www.amazon.com/The-Devil-Brit.../dp/1845961781

If you want to an interesting read about someone's criminal past then read that. These stories + the pics (online) just seems like a weird brag to me and of course no one here would say crap to ops face becaus he would obviously knock ten shades out **** out of most people here. Me included.

What is the worst thing you physically did to someone OP?

Assuming you are on daily meds, how fast does your quality of life go down if you dont take them? Hours? Days? Weeks?

takes about 12 hours to fall apart if I miss meds (Ive missed them once in 12years)

My life is not to brag about. Its simply my life. If people wanna read about it fine, if not fine.

I understand the whole troll thing, but if my head is on an "off" day, I can get pretty wound up about some comments. Knowing I cant deal with the person who wrote it online, sometimes I take it out into public and snap on the wrong person because of the anger I am carrying around.

Ok, I'm not trolling here. I'm being genuine, if you are being serious about what you just said then isn't it irresponsible to be making threads like this in a place that is known for trolling? You can't blame people here for making you snap, violence is definitely not the way to deal with people fooling around on the net.


If I misinterpreted this thread then I apologise. It just seems like an odd place to be sharing your life experiences.

i guess one of the billion things worse in life than bad beats is having someone troll you on the internet

OP, does your bodybuilder buddy(middle guy of the 3 in your pic) have skin cancer yet? Some serious tanning salon fees there right? lolz

I said if my head is off
if its off I will snap over anything
Ive been in a good state of mind for a long time now, long enough that the trolls dont bother me realistically. I used to take frustrations out on wrong people, havent in ages and hopefully that wont return.

When I was in freakout land I found out the real identity of someone who said such the wrong things to me online and learned they were in Canada (I cant leave the country). I traveled 800 miles to deal with them in person over what they said on a message board---Im very tunnel vision in certain circumstances and wont stop til I find someone. Hopefully those days are gone

hes actually pro bodybuilder Mike Francois
in real life, believe it or not, is a priest. His kidneys shut down many years ago due to excess anabolic steroid and growth hormone use. What you see on him is not a sun tan but rather painted on color

I have taken a bat multiple times to people to "deal with certain situations"

I once sprayed someone with gasoline and tried to light them on fire,...they out ran me.

99% of my stories are minimum 10 years ago

COME AT ME BRO



did you say you took steroids in your previous posts? If so, how long for and do you have any health issues due to drugs/alcohol?

just kind of a note here
I wasnt beaten as a kid or anythign, had a pretty normal upbringing beyond being bullied in school cause I was a pencil necked geek.
Also I hold a BA in Economics and a 2 Year Certificate in Computer Science so I am educated

I "lost my marbles" at the age of 30 and pretty much all my violence was in my 30's. I'll explain what happened at 30 another time. Meanwhile heres a story for your entertainment.

The biggest issue regarding my violence in the workplace took place while I was doing some part time work in the produce department at a grocery store and was being supervised by a man named Larry. Now Larry was a small balding man with glasses, about 45 years old who had some “Napoleon Syndrome” going on and liked to use his authority as a manager to boss people around beyond what I considered reasonable limits. Also at this time I was about 245 pounds and big, and Larry being a small man like to be able to boss me around knowing I couldn't say or do anything to him as he was my superior, or so he thought I wouldn't do anything.

One day at work I was sitting in the lunch room in the back of the store having a bite to eat and reading a magazine. Larry walks in and sits at the picnic table we used in the lunch room and starts bitching at me about reading a magazine or something along those lines. All I know is this was the final straw of this little man. In a complete black out of emotional rage against Larry, I stood up on top of the picnic table and while he sat there wondering what was going on, I kicked him square in the face, busting his glasses in half. I then hopped off the table, grabbed him by his shirt and hit him at minimum 15 times squarely in the face, bloodying him up in a big way. At this point I simply walked out of the lunchroom and left the store.

Deciding I hadn't given Larry enough of what I thought of him, I walked back into the store. I saw him in the middle of the produce section bleeding and talking to other employees so I walked over and grabbed him again trying to feed him some more punches to his already mangled face. A random customer tried to put me in a full nelson to get me off of Larry, but this was pretty futile as I was substantially larger than the customer. With employees and customers screaming at me to leave Larry alone and get out of the store, I decided I was done and left the store. I walked home, picked up the phone and called the police, telling them the story and also where they could come pick me up. I figured there was no purpose in avoiding the inevitable and that I may as well get the charges over with and start the legal process. I was charged with assault and got out the next day until my court date as I had no prior criminal record.

I have not had a drop of alcohol in 19 years and never ever do narcotics.

I took steroids off and on for probably 12 years and yeah I have lots of side effects. The main one, according to doctors is that they have had a long term effect on my chemical balance of my brain. This is a big part of the reason why I went deep end when I was 30. I also have gynocemastia, low test levels now, low sex drive, hard time getting it up, sore joints (I powerlifted and loved lifting heavy) and other issues also. Even after all these issues I dont regret juicing, I had fun while I did.