in one and half years as a rec. at pokerstars, buyin is between $1.10-$3.30, regular and bounty builder tournaments. after 1374 tournaments i am down -$600. At the beginnings i made a bankroll management mistake but day by day i improved my game, still studying. But lately i can not win two races in a row. between few minutes before end of the late reg. and few pay jumps after bubble is the stage where i lose tournaments. I have better preflop equity, dominate, block his outs but most of the time donk hits river. Then i left with less than 10bb, i shove in right spot, i double up, then level changes, no good hands, i shove again with 15bb, i lose. AJs vs A9o, JJ vs A8o, AK vs 99, 99 vs AQ, KK vs JTo, AA vs 66... etc.. This become a pattern in my poker life.
I made to few final tables but mostly i make min cashes. I don't expect to win every race, but i can not think a way to win a tournament without winning flips. And i never see one
Do you think this downswing is normal?
i am thinking to quit poker if i lose my bankroll (i love the game too much). because i can not think any way to improve my luck which causes me more losses than the mistakes i made. investment time and money on studying is not turning to profit.day by day richer at knowledge, poorer at bankroll.
thanks for your answers and time