I think it's just a question of time. You would surely hit something soon. I mean, one mtt hit and you're in profit. To stop it now is a big mistake.
i think i ll work on my self(VODs,books etc) , save some moniez and try again in 6 months.
i remember every painful suckout on stars. it's like KK<QQ suckout on some $11 turbo @ 10-20 place getting like $100-200 and then looking at top 3 rewards and feeling like a pice of ****