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Originally Posted by deerdeerdeer
Actually he does if you search for him via his screen name and poker in Google he made a decent amount in 2013 playing MTT. I believe it's the same person, I also believe his post is true last night as it is consistent of a 19 year year + in college. I would say he is in denial and realize that they can track his IP address then put him in a hospital for 24 hours for evaluation against his own will. Anyhow I don't think he is trolling us at all, let's just be supportive and assume he is in denial as it's the norm in these situations. I get it you were irrational when you loss it out and the only logical thing to do is end it , but trolling us won't help and running away from the issue won't help. We fellow 2+2 are here to help and it's really a gift to talk about life instead of poker for once.
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It's true. I apologize. I really did lose this much over the weekend and the money used to fund the gambling was taken from various friends / family and my student loan.
https://www.highstakesdb.com/profile.../D.RD-Pro.aspx
I couldn't come to terms with this and so I had to post it somewhere. After I posted it, I instantly felt regret as it felt as if everyone was pushing me to reveal what I had done. Unfortunately, if any of you have been in this sort of situation before, the amount of pressure and denial one goes through feels like a vacuum -- you feel like there is no escape and no light at the end of the tunnel.
I am glad to say that this issue, for the most part, is being resolved. I am in the middle of getting staked for about $10,000 from multiple backers (friends). I will use this diligently and carefully to rebuild my bankroll starting at 600NL. I will also come clean and tell my parents about this entire situation after I make good on the money. I am actually a very decent NL player and am confident that with proper BR management I can win back the money. I will also limit my tables on Stars to under 600NL.
As for suicide, I was honestly considering it at times, but what everyone has rang true to my ears. I am also a devout Christian and study the Bible at times when I feel it has all been too much.
Thank you 2p2 for the support