hey thanks guys for all the responses especially the longer ones from J_phil and Warteen. those were super uplifting for me. When you connect with someone in the poker community it's an amazing dynamic. I mean, you still want to send him home completely broke with a runner runner two pair draw then go **** his mom and tag him in the photos on facebook, but at the same time it feels good to know you're not alone out there in the trenches.
I've been in sydney the last few weeks tilting my ****ing brain off and playing like a t-virus injected orangutan. I've basically prostituted myself out to a woman back home for a bankroll top up so hopefully things are on the turn around. My temporary wife is still here for another 11 days, after that should have some substantial update to post. gl hf everyone.
presenting- a week of getting your ****ing dick kicked in