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Originally Posted by liquorinthefront
ya i actually used to play live alot
nah this sort of thing is something that happens only when i am completely alone or else i wouldn't be able to get into such a state of masochistic rage...
i rarely get mad at other players if that makes any sense, just the game itself... when im live sometimes ill say something a little off color but i never have gone nuts really except one time
Firstly how come no-one asked for a TR of this "one time" you went nuts playing live!!
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Originally Posted by liquorinthefront
whatever ive taken an extreme path and now something has changed obviously and its different now. i have no true regrets and im ****ing richer than hell
Secondly, you're not richer then hell, you're comfortably set-up for a couple of years, you're too young to have any real regrets yet, BUT you will either become so fcuked up in the head in the next 10 years you won't be able to recognise what you should be regretting, or you'll cop on in a few years and regret that you're alone and wasted your youth. Seriously, go out and enjoy life, make some new friends, take up some new team sport or the likes and gain some life experience that will help you be comfortable for the rest of your life. If might also help alleviate some of the mental health issues you have.
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Originally Posted by cjyh84
OP, i'm a psychologist and you should go check yourself out, man.
random outbursts of aggression arent just "random outbursts", particulary if you experience them every 3-4 months, as you state, and especially if you try (and apparently do) hurt yourself. but dont go to a psychiatrist, they'll just pump you full of drugs, and psychiatric drugs in the hands of a very impulsive person are not a good idea.
^^ This...
Also, you are some man for exaggerating, I don't know what TV shows you watch, but those pics didn't look like much of a murder scene!! Perhaps a Nickelodeon murder scene at best...