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Originally Posted by Zeno
In some cases, total abstinence is the only way to deal with a drinking problem (Alcoholism). I speak from family history (Grandfathers, Uncles etc) and knowledge (I'm sure there are studies, research etc). My brother had to quit, completely, no other way. He has been free for a dozen years now. My other bother quit, but then thought he could handle "a few beers". Did not work. He will drink himself to death in the future. Genetics I think plays a part in this as I alluded to. This of course does not necessarily mean you can't proceed as you plan, or applies to your particular case - just use caution, which you seem to be doing.
You can handle it, I guess.
I had one shot today, even if it's Thursday, it was Irish cream, yummy! Got out everything positive I can imagine I can get out of alcohol during an evening, that is, a limited amount of pleasure, more booze would not contribute positively. Will be fine tomorrow.
Glad I got free from this before it became a bigger problem, it doesn't even feel like a real fight anymore, that's what's giving me hope. But I got a hint of what an abyss it can be. Want to play some games with myself, but only so far. I even drank a whole bottle of whisky during 24 hours once during a weekend, the liver is burning almost that much in that time! The time of experiments with great amounts is over, the liver is simply burning one shot away every two hours, nothing special with that, didn't get especially drunk. But the real drunks are doing that on a regular basis, often destroying their health and social relations.
Will not keep any undrunk booze at home though, because it looks like when drinking a little, I get the desire for more, if at home. But when I stand in the liquor store, I easily can choose to take only one miniature, 50ml. The Irish cream was 100ml, but the percentage only 17, so it's the same. At parties I have good control, and they are happening so seldom that they will not have a great impact on the total consumption.
I'm rolling the dice, and are not totally convinced about that quitting totally is the best decision. We'll see. This is the first strong assault on the partial addiction I have made. I will use math for getting a correct picture, no fooling of self here.
Last edited by plaaynde; 10-17-2013 at 01:45 PM.