First of all I just want to say I am aware that I need to get some serious gambling addiction help, and am currently seeking help. I am not looking for advice in this regards. I am a winning player up to PLO100 with a destructive gambling addiction to sports betting. Currently I am $8,000 dollars in debt entirely due to sports betting. I have $437.17 on Pokerstars and about $50 cash to my name along with a car worth $12,000 which I am going to have to sell to repay my debts in the event that I fail this challenge. I am going to give poker one last shot with my remaining bankroll and try to climb out of this hole I have put myself into.
I am using this thread in the hopes that it will help to motivate me to put in volume and hold myself accountable for my degenerate actions. I will be posting my total bankroll after each session along with a brief summary of how I feel I played etc. along with anything else on my mind. I am going to being playing 50PLO (I know I am severely under-rolled) and hope to get a bit of run good to start off with. I self excluded myself for a 48 hour period to try and clear my head before this challenge. The self exclusion period ends in 4 hours so that will be when my first session begins. Here's to hoping the poker gods show me a little love.
I have already posted this thread in the Poker, Goals & Challenges thread. I was unsure if this type of thread is allowed in SSPLO but would prefer to have it here as it is completely PLO related. Would any mod be able to clarify this for me please? If I get the thumbs up for this thread to be here I will remove the initial thread and just post here.