Sunday, monday, tuesday I played mtts. I ft'd three of them - was CL going into one, 2nd at another .. and I think avg stack the third - All three I finished 7th which has been dissapointing.
Along this time, I would load up sngs that looked good during my mtts. During this time, I literally got ****ed up the ass on 4 or 5 bubbles LAUGHABLY ... and after 50k+ sngs for a bubble to stick out, it has to be something special. I can particularly remeber sweating / losing the following bubbles on the riv:
- a 1 outer (I have higher pair on board + a flush draw, he nails offsuit set)
- I flop a set vs undercards, turn a flush draw, and lose to the gutshot offsuit running str8
- Another one utg has <1bb and mucks. I raise induce with KK vs a reg who I thought would be on atc ... atc = aces, toobad ********** ... board came Kxx-A-A just so the extra ace could rub it in a bit
- The other two were standard 2 outers, just for solid stacks going ITM which sucks obv.
If anyone reads my blog
then its documented that I am not the biggest fan of the ev graph software:
"I wish this program wasnt invented - it shows the amount you SHOULD make 'if luck wasnt involved' in red, and shows the amount you ACTCUALLY made in green. All it does is tilt the happiness out of my poker soul. Not only that, but I have literally had ONE session where I ran significantly (4 figures) above expectation, and probably a dozen where I ran significantly below over my last 4k games, to the tune of like 20k total downswing - although that is an estimate, I am scared to check to be honest."
Anyways, I imported the mtt sessions sng hands onto my desktop today and who the hell knows how, but I ran WAYYY above equity? It looks like those bubbles may have been some of the only bubbles I had the entire time. Either way, I shouldnt just post here to whine, because sometimes I run good too (sadly this is a beat as I used my rungood up in the 'meaningless' sngs when arguably more $ is made by just winning one of the bustout FT hands)
SO HAPPY to quit an awesome session @ peak for once in my life, still down over my last 1k games according to HEM tho