Code3 doesn't give a **** about you or your daughter in the end. He cares about himself and it is much easier to tell someone "you are being crazy, I'm not coming now" and treat you like they would a dog and punish you by taking things away you want. It is very hard to help someone in your condition, very extremely hard, and code3 clearly has absolutely no motivation to do it, he just strings you along mostly because of your high sex drive.

Pretending this dude is him, pretending he is going to care, and trying to make all these statements about what you want and how he should act is sad and pathetic.

He isn't that dude, he is some guy who was willing to stick it in you during a period of time in your life where you were starting out in the workforce and raising your daughter from infancy.

The sooner you can become strong on your own, and become independent of him, the sooner you have a chance at building a stronger mental capacity, and given that you have a daughter, people here believe you REQUIRE a stronger mental capacity to make her into something you are proud of. You are currently making her into an emotional wreck who cares wayyyyyyy too much about Code 3 and has emotional attachments that 5 year olds just should not have. She is a reflection of you and as long as you are sick and unhealthy mentally, you are ****ing her over, at this rate she seems pretty much toast.

Here are the crude facts, MLY. (We've talked in private a little, too, if you remember.)

Outside of writers and philosophers, it doesn't normally require someone to say many, many thousands of words on their feelings to have understanding of them. This is a clear sign you have VERY SERIOUS work to be done.

Make this a priority. Find professionals to help you with this, and move the **** on with your life. Your career, and your child, are depending on it.

****, this is brilliant writing.

So what are we going to call this new guy/character?

Hypno chode? Granobody? Harry Whittington?

Chapter 10:
MLYLT Meets a Tinder Therapist and it was Magical

Imaginary Friend?

Rebound we're not going to hear about again once she's done attempting to manipulate Code.

Winner.

Lock it up. Nothing else to see here.

If this imaginary/real friend helps M to deal and really separate from code this time, I am totally for ......

I mean whatever helps is good, and if it is holly water then I am for it.

Especially cool would be if he would take her by the hand and walk to the therapy.

Yes. Probably 50. Less than 2x a week on avg. Many months.

What can I say, there's not much more valuable I don't feel awkward doing while pooping.

[ ] has moved on from code3
[ ] has started regular therapy

[x] has met magical hugger

M,

What's the story with face-cupper?

She's incredibly self centered and it shows in her writing. Lots of "i" and "me" and "this makes me feel", etc. It's a sign of depression. Spend more time thinking of people's perspectives around you, instead of your own and you might feel better.

It was facecupper who gave the hugging session. He's been in contact with me for a while now and we have actually become pretty good friends.

M,

So you went from crazy intense super kinky BDSM sex with this guy to cry and cuddle buddies?

Has code known you've been talking to him for a while?

The psychowhisperer.

Was anyone else astonished by how few misspellings there were in that text to Code? Unreal.

And once again: M, go see a professional therapist ASAP. Your friend may be nice to have, but you need professional help.

Pretty much.

Nothing for code3 to be concerned with, we are just friends and he is dating other girls and accepted that I was in a relationship and that he and I really weren't compatible anyway.
We have a great friendship, he's a really great guy, and I'm glad I met him.He's a little too spiritual at times and has a fear of the universe imploding, but I find it interesting to hear about his acid trips.

Imploding.

He might be worried about it being loaded with emps.

Thanks , I spelled it that way but with an a somewhere so I tried with an e

There's an idea.

Lol
It's more of he thinks it's going to fold in on itself or something

You're a scientist. You should explain that the universe is going to end by expanding, not imploding.