I just finished moving her stuff out of my one bedroom apartment into his McMansion. Objectively, I must admit that his superior genes and surplus of resources will be of better use to any potential offspring. Personally, I am devastated by my inferior genes and lack of resources. I often ashamedly blame her even though I know she made the logically optimal choice.


I have expressed such views to her, implying that she is only in it for the money or the sex. Phrases such as gutter whore and heartless **** have come from my mouth. I am so ashamed, but whatever doesn't kill you...

He sounds like a better person too. Can't say I blame her.

lol I'm gonna miss my connection in houston for my mexico trip if that makes you feel better

also, link to ignoring the guy above me

pics of new guy

What did you expect?

Relax, Slater. I'm just using her for sex. You can have her back once I've gotten my jollies.

WW thread was so much better =( See he's not banned, was he exiled?

TPMDTWH

she sounds too smart for you

It's just nature. Can't blame her

moving her **** into his mansion is pretty beta

silly whores. always looking out for their best interests.

Its easy to try and find reasons for why she chose someone else over you. Oh hes better looking and hes rich, that must be it. But thats not the reason your relationship went south. She didnt just see someone with better attributes and decided to jump ship, women dont work that way, and thank god because people like us would never find happiness. The truth is way more complicated and doesnt contain a singular reason for why it happened. Maybe you took her for granted, maybe parts of your personality didnt match with her ideals well enough, maybe she got bored and it was just time for her to move on, maybe it was a bunch of other things. maybe it was all those things. who knows, and trying to figure it out or get an answer isnt going to help. There is no answer that will take away your pain, or give you the closure or justification you desperately need.

You are in pain and it sucks, most of us have been there, and the ones who havent will be someday. Not a whole lot is going to help other than time and distance. Use this as motivation to improve yourself, start going to the gym, read more, get a hobby, whatever helps you feel better about you. Stop blaming her and trying to make her feel as bad as shes making you feel. If there was a reason im sure shed give it to you, and if her reason really was "well hes better looking and makes more money" then she did you a huge favor, because you never could have been with her forever, so now shes left you free to find someone you can be happy with. Learn from this experience so you are better equipped for the next experience.

Go get smashed with your mates, put away all the **** that reminds you of her thats put awayable, put whatever depressing song you identify with on repeat, spend a sad lonely day or two in your room crying and wallowing in self pity. Then come out, work on moving on, and working on becoming a better you.

Alobar,

Good post.

Doubt anyone is beta enough to do what OP did tho.

OP, why did you pack and move her stuff for her?

Also, isn't she aware of your Hitler knowledge? WTF?

AC Slater is such a great poster. Best of luck man.

Just don't bring the ****in' pomeranian bowling, dude.

Lol

sluts gonna slut

Why did you move her stuff for her??

Wanted to see how the other half lives?

Well she didn't have anyone else to help her move and I'm not going to let some movers rape me and I wanted her stuff out ASAP. And my OP was pretty much about me accepting my beta-ness gracefully. At that I failed when I said those mean things to her. Up until my reflection of those words I felt that despite his better looks and more assets there was still something inside that somehow made myself superior to him. But there is nothing, just envious scorn and contempt.


Despite my objective evaluation of him being not only better materially and spiritually than me I still want to destroy him, because fu*k him. I know my time would be better spent improving myself, working out, trying to make more money, but I know that would bring less long run satisfaction than to make this Alpha, for just once in his life, to know the nature of suffering.



If I can look back at my life and know I made him regret the day he ever met my ex, I will die happy.

Repliers,

Wait, you guys think this is real?

Ya idk about that slaterson