In all seriousness, before I start, if anybody has any practical advice on how to get this to Bob. Please shoot me a PM. That's probably not realistic though, is it?
Just to share with you all, I am candyflipping. Which means I am under the influence of LSD and MDMA. I am doing this in the context of self rediscovery, after coming out of a deep depression. It probably looks like a dangerous game to some of you but I have never been more stable in mind than I am now. Under the fog of depression, I couldn't be myself. That's been the last two years of my life in a deep way but truly I never had a proper grip of myself before then. I feel like at 31 I am only just finding out who I am and how to express myself.
But I am saying too much. Here's the letter:
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Dear Bob,
I expect that every fan who writes to you, even if purely in expression of their gratitude, ultimately has a selfish motive. I don't suppose I am any different in that regard.
But I hope that you haven't become jaded to sincere expressions of how profoundly your songs have moved the listener.
In my case, I have always had a particular love for Mr. Tambourine Man. When I first discovered your music 15 years ago, when I was just sixteen years old, the song seemed alluring and exciting. "Take me on a trip upon your magic swirlin ship" has a naievty about it viewed from the perspective of a 16 year old who hasn't yet lived.
Now I reflect on the song after a psychedelic experience. I have for the last few years of my life been consumed by depression and anxiety. I haven't been myself. Thankfully, I seem to have come out the other side (I feel sorry for the poor souls who never do, or may never even realise they are depressed!). On reflecting on the song, I realise that for me right now, the song is about living in the moment. And I am thankful that I can experience the song from this perspective, having been so smothered by depression in the recent past. The song seems to be about the bliss that can be experienced in living in the moment. But the song itself is so blissful to me. So I am thankful that the song makes me feel encouraged to enjoy the moment, and that it also enhances the moment. And I am so grateful that I have the ability to experience this bliss.
I make no presumptions about your intent when you wrote the song, I'm just telling you what it means to me. And it means a lot – so thanks for that.
I look forward to seeing what Mr. Tambourine Man means to me as I advance into middle age, and with luck and good health, into old age.
I include my address in case you are moved to respond. If I am realistic, the chances that you read this are slim. But even if you did read this, it would be unrealistic to think you would respond to all letters like this. How would you find time, then, to continue to write songs?
Believe me, I am absolutely fine with the idea that there is a 5% chance (I don't know how to put a number on this) that you will read this and I don't need your response. But then there is the part of me which would be excited as hell to receive a response from BOB ****ING DYLAN! So, if you want to write back, then go for it!
Many thanks
thechef