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Originally Posted by RunDownHouse.
Thanks Myrna, but please don't provide any details about when it was, how it developed, or anything else remotely interesting, I'm not sure OOT could handle it.
Well I'll start by saying that I can't produce pictures because it happened in 93-94 . She was moderately hot , most guys would rate her around 6.5-7 ,but definitely hot for a 16 year old.. I got kicked out of the school she was a teacher in ,the year before had homeroom with her . I ran into her in NYC (she was teaching in Jersey ,right over the bridge ) , she was bar hopping downtown , caught her coming out a bar. I remember being quite forward for a virgin (basically saying she was the hottest teacher I've had and her homeroom is the one thing I missed from that school ) , next thing I know. I'm in her hell's kitchen apartment losing my virginity. Over the next few months our relationship developed in which she taught me the kinky side of sex. She wanted to get spanked for ****ing someone half her age , (I don't know how graphic I can get here ) , but it was definitely on the rough side. I'll say this to show the level of depravity. She was bulimic and basically taught me to punish her that way. This went on for a year or so. AT the time I thought it was great and fun. She would usually beep me Friday nights , I rarely ever contacted her. In retrospect though it has done damage to me , as for years I could not have a normal sexual relationship , and even to this day , I don't get fully off unless I'm degrading a girl sexually. It has led me to chase the wrong women. I have never told anyone that went to the same school she taught and one other person I know irl knows about this and he kept his mouth shut as well. All the time I hear about " lucky kid " etc etc , in situations like the op , but I know it has done more damage than good long term.