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Originally Posted by vorvzakone
When is your next session with the therapist? How many sessions do you plan to have?
In 3 weeks. I don't really know how many sessions I am going to have, I am just going to take as it comes.
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Originally Posted by CalledDownLight
OP, why do you put up with this? With the effort you put into not upsetting the balance of this relationship you could cultivate meaningful friendships, pursue more interesting girls, and work on finding a way to assimilate yourself into society in a manner that would lead to much more happiness and stability.
As I have said 1000 times, I have been with other girls, but I have never felt so strongly about a girl in my entire life as I do with my gf. I don't know why so many people find that hard to believe. And how am I going to assimiliate into society? I have been out of school for 3 years and done nothing, I barely passed Year 12, I have no qualifcations, I am not strong enough physically to work as a labourer, I am not smart enough to work as an office pen-pusher, I am too old to even get a job at McDonalds, because they only hire 16 year olds, and older people with degrees that can eventually work as a manager. I have no damn options, ok. And even if i did, I don't have the motivation to do it anyway. I am unhireable.
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Originally Posted by johnnycarson
OP, you asked a question about a 5$ SnG as late as June this year; what stakes do you play? I doubt you're making much money with your grinding-- and your girlfriend has no job?-- your life is squalid. I assume there is also money coming from your and her parents in some capacity. Thank heavens you are in therapy, that's your only shot at getting out of this before a quite literally scarring cataclysm. But I'll tell you something the shrink won't:
Your father was certainly right to be disappointed; you're no academic, closer, in fact, to a goddamn ******. How about you try to get a real job or go to technical school? Pick up a trade, you're ten years too late and ten clicks too stupid to make it in poker.
Anyone who gives OP anymore relationship advice is also a goddamn ******. He has recieved enough, and now for the sin of wasting our time, he shall march unswervingly into the Black Forest of the Vagina Dentata.
For the sake of the thread, LET her break him!
FOR THE SAKE OF THE THREAD, LET HER BREAK HIM!
I 12-table $10 SnGs for the most part right now, while occasionally taking a shot at a larger MTT. I also received not only the house, but also the majority of my late Grandma's money in her will, so even if I don't make enough to pay the bills one month, I am still stable enough in the bank to deal with bills and necessities for a little while at least. My gf doesn't have a job, but she does receive benefits from the government, and here in Australia, benefits for people with disabilities are pretty decent, and tbh she did help me out last month with the electricity bill, so she sort of is paying "rent" in a way. And you seriously have no clue what my Father was like, if it's right for him to tell me that after I failed a Year 7 Maths Test, that he doesn't see me as his son anymore, and that he doesn't want me calling him Dad anymore because it embarasses him to have me as his son, then fine.
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Originally Posted by ClarkNasty
My biggest question was how it came up that the BPDgf had read A Guide to Rational Living.
Assuming it's legit, I'd be interested in the progress the OP has made on the Eggshells book.
When she came out and told me that she had BPD, I asked her what it was, and what she has been doing to treat it etc..., and she told me she was on meds like Risperdal and Prozac, and that she was occasionally seeing a therapist, and she mentioned a couple of books she has read. A Guide To Rational Living was one of them.
As for Walking On Eggshells, I have been reading through it, but it really feels to me that it is telling me to be her counsellor rather than her bf. I just can't see how this will work, because I know I am not capable of distancing myself the way it describes. Dale was telling me similar ways to handle the relationship, but I simply can't do it like that. I have tried to do the whole "Should I call 000" when she starts having an attack, but I can't. I simply am not wired to just be able to be emotionless and not get myself involved when it is someone that I care about. I am still commited to creating a boundary of having 2 days a week apart, but that I think is more for both of us than just myself or just for her.
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Originally Posted by capone0
Well he's lied in a thread repeatedly in the past. He obviously isn't KKF, but he made this thread, got a lot of advice--took a little of it, but for the most part stuck the course and is consistent with a troll in his actions. If he's not a troll, he is clearly a little off his rocker. I guess that might be due to his addiction to weed and of course that he is willing to put up with his BPD GF.
Where have I lied repeatedly in the past? I wasn't really lying about the vasectomy, because I was so set on getting it, that at that time in my life I had already told myself it was done. I had found the doctor and everything, I just never went through with the damn thing. And what is KKF?