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Originally Posted by OilSpill
Yeah after all the feedback I realized I had my priorities out of whack and poker is not number one but my girlfriend is. I'll be playing in my free time when she isn't home so I can spend more time with her when she is.
my tl;dr story and 2 cents:
I am about to get married and I've been with her for almost 4 and half years and we've lived together for 2 1/2. Previous to our relationship, she was married to a poker player, albeit not a very good one from the sounds of it. It was not his skill that was the problem though. It was that poker was all he ever wanted to do. She went everywhere alone cause he was in front of his computer or at the casino. Not to mention that he lied about it. He would say he was going out with friends but really go to the casino. And he lied a lot about the money side of things too.
Naturally, in the beginning of our relationship, she hated that I played poker. In fact, she dumped me about 3 months in, stating specifically that she didn't want to be with another poker player. I was so into her and I knew she felt the same about me.
I seriously considered giving up the game just to keep her in my life. However, after some thought I realized I would never actually quit. I love poker and I knew I would want to play again at some point . I would either end up trying to manipulate her into "letting" me play again or I would just do it behind her back. Neither of those options seemed like they would end well. So I told her exactly how I felt about her and exactly how I felt about poker and that I wasn't willing to choose.
After about a week apart she called me and said she wanted to make it work but she didn't know how to move past her feelings towards poker. She was convinced that I would slowly stop spending time with her and withdraw as her ex had. But she also said that she couldn't see any reason, other than poker, not to be with me. I stayed the course that poker and I were a package deal but that it was not my life. I told her that I could see myself building a life with her but that I didn't want to have to lie. We both decided to take it day by day and try to be as aware and respectful of the others needs as possible.
Fast forward to present day and it's a complete non-issue. She actually tries to leave Sundays open for me because I'm a tournament player. She is totally supportive of my hobby because she knows I love it and she loves me. Even more importantly she know I love her.
I guess the point I'm trying to make is, if you are right for her and she's right for you, you'll make it work. Only playing when "she's not home", doesn't sound realistic to me. There needs to be balance where there is time to do things apart and things together. Poker can't be a dirty secret or it will always cause problems. If you can't find the time to make her feel special than she's gotta go. And if she can't give you the time you need to do your thing then she's gotta go.
Good luck dude. I think the fact you are taking so much time to think it though shows you're on the right track!