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Originally Posted by twalf
We are basically the same person.
I'm 30 with a finance degree but played online poker rather than getting a job, after black friday I moved to California to grind live. I beat lowish stakes live but I'm never going to a be a crusher and I don't really enjoy playing anymore.
I've been trying to learn javascript but its been a slow process and based on things I've read on reddit it seems hard to break into the industry being self taught.
One of the things that poker does is take you out of the real world, and the habits of work. Years of that is no different to years of being unemployed.
You can break into nearly anything, particularly IT, if you have the skills. The stuff about the industry being hard to break into is just nonsense. If you have good skills, you get paid. It's purely about whether you have good skills. People self-learning generally find it hard to break in for a lot of reasons, not least of which the group contains a high percentage of people who are unemployed, unambitious, poorly disciplined, unstructured, unfamiliar with success, unfamiliar with the ultra high correlation between diligent hours worked and goal attainment, and not hard working.
Good skills are easily acquirable with sufficient work and a mind of your own. The key though is work - most poker players got into poker because they wanted to avoid work, or boredom, or because they dreamed of the big time (itself proving they have a very poor grasp of reality and probability), or avoided the structure necessary for success (false believing structure to be limiting of their freedom), or had other character or social flaws or lack of wisdom or ability to see things through.
What I'm trying to say is that your position is by no means untenable. Don't listen to the naysayers. The bar is pretty low in many fields, and someone who acquires the skills needed, through hard work, will do just fine. It'll be even easier with some real-world networking. You just have ask yourself a bunch of questions, like:
- What can a quality, employable javascript coder do?
- What skills do I need to be able to demonstrate this? What practice do I need?
- What work habits do I need?
- What tests and interview questions should I be able to pass?
Find the answers, get to that level, and you'll have a job. There's no confidence like mastery of a skill set earned through hard individual work. None. If you know your ****, employers can tell.
All that said, javascript sounds like a bad idea. Why not go somewhere where there's high demand and high pay? Quite a few IT jobs are happy and well paid with travel and lots of promotion possibilities - why not go for those rather than be an easily replaceable web clown? For example,
database administrator is one of the happiest jobs in America, very well paid, and
really ****ing easy to learn. Not to mention growing. Every clown goes the easy and obvious route (I use the web - why not code it? javascript looks easy), but you know what? Why not go the non-obvious, non-crowded route? Choose a field that has knowledge that endures, such that once you're an expert, you have a huge leg up? Coding websites and mini apps in javascript is way less exciting and mastery-making than working on something stable and serious like databases.
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I'm thinking the poster directly above me is right- go back to what I studied originally, I have a degree, might as well make use of it.
It's a perfectly good option.
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I have feelings of dread sometimes, like I've backed myself into a ****ty corner by choosing poker after graduating.
Poker was always an idiotic decision. But lots of people make idiotic decisions. I don't know a single person who hasn't. The winners are the ones that spend as much time as possible working in a new direction and as little time as possible wallowing in the consequences of their bad decision.
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At this point it seems really hard to get back to an employable state.
Not at all. That's all in your head. It's done by putting one foot in front of the other until the walk is finished. It's not hard to do at all.
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I might look into that account temps that was posted above, but as OP said I've forgotten most of the things I learned in college 10 years ago.
It probably doesn't hurt to get a feel for the working world in some way, even just some dumb temp job. One of the worst things you can do when trying to get yourself back up to speed is to be isolated from the very thing you're trying to learn. That's what causes you to drift from reality and build it up into something bigger and bigger and harder and harder. Becoming employable is not hard and it's not big - it's just a certain number of hours (500? 2000?) of applied work and a bunch of exposure - however you can get it - to learn what you need to be a useful employee.