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Originally Posted by Frawa
lol ic , so this online poker thing is more or less a video game to you?
running up the score?
nice well
gl in your games - gogogo 1% roi in the hypers
It's funny you say that actually because that's pretty much exactly how I feel at this point. It's weird because the actual money doesn't really mean that much to me, except in that it makes my life easier. What I mean is that I'm not at all a "baller"...I don't really buy much expensive stuff at all. I have a nice house and a nice car but I'd be just as happy in an average house and an average car. The only thing I'm really glad we have extra money for is the trips we go on.
But it's really fun to see the cashier go up just for the sake of the number getting bigger. I tend to create a lot of silly small goals for myself (like when I played 2000 games in a day) just to motivate myself, because sometimes it's hard to really want to play otherwise.
This is going to sound really ******ed but there are times I genuinely wish I had less money so I would really have to grind. I remember the feeling I had back in like 2000 when I finally got my bankroll over $10k. I probably counted the money like 50 times I was so excited. I don't really get that same excitement anymore. Probably the only way I could really get that excited about winning again is if I binked a million dollar tournament or something.